one week

ok. updaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttteeeeeee!!! =)

this week's been a hell. super tiring with all the dance rehearsals and the worrying (dont ask) that ive been through. but i cud say that i went all through that quite good...not. i look and feel awful na nga eh. rawr..

let's start it off with the never-ending wirrying moments that im going through since this month started. yep...the long waits for texts, replies and call from him just make this month very interesting and tiring for me. yeah...the sleepless nights and the "puyats" that i've been having coz i kept on waiting for his texts, etc. kahit inaantok na ako super at yung eyes ko ay super bulgy na, wala...hintay parin. pota..haha. haaay...

tapos, yung UPfil trainings pa. i got a lump on my lower back and some bruises sa knees and elbows ko. take not: elbows...both of 'em. haha. ewan. pesteng no matter what yan..core na gna eh ngkaganito pa katawan ko. rawry...exhausting yet super fun naman yung dance..hehe. *wink*

tapos ngayon, bagong issue naman...JEALOUSY. haha. mahabang story...basta napagod ako sa kakatampo at kakaisip ng mga stuff...rawr. in fairness, i was so jealous because of her, it, them, ewan na di nalang ako nagsalita and stuff. wow, something new...

and he's playing dota right now...katabi ko siay actually. haay...supposed to be my day with him...yeah, watching him play dota. sigh sigh sigh...well, atleast, he's not doing some stupid stuff...right? and we're gonna have lunch after this..ang tagal ng oraaaaaaaaaaaassss.... =c

don't blame me for still thinking about some stuff...i don't know how and what to react to what i've read sa inbox mo...yeah, i trust you but why am i still doubting??? assurance baby...i think i NEED that...