hanging on

i just couldn't do it.

last night, vicka and i were talking about a probable solution to our problem. so i tried talking to him right after that. but when i heard his voice already, something stopped me from saying to or asking him what i was about to ask. i just can't..di ko kaya. i realized as we were "talking". so i decided to end our conversation and sobrang init na rin ng ulo mo and i don't want it to get worse. i just couldn't bear to prolong this agony..*sigh*

at hindi ko parin matake yung profile mo sa friendster...shit, natatakot ako.. =c

atleast, im not making kulit you anymore. i'm not making "habol" or something. i just want you to calm down and no matter how long that will take, i'm willing to wait. i know you don't want to talk to me right now so i'm just gonna shut up as well. i hope you're satisfied na with that...

i'm tired of messing up everything. i'm tired of wanting to correct that mess at that instant. if you want to prolong this, fine. i just want us to be ok and get back to normal..

oo, 1 week kitang ginanito. sorry na..di ko naman kasi ineexpect na maging ganito yung week natin eh.

Oh God, pls give me the strength to hang-on to this..coz i'm about to let go already and i really don't wanna do that. please, just give us another chance..

thanks vicka for lending me your ears last night..i really needed someone to listen. soulmates din tayo..haha. =) thanks din sa kabangagan mode kagabi..ALPP..the best, bentang benta eh. hahaha! =)

*i'm really sorry about everything...i know that i caused this problem and i'm going to fix it. just trust me..pls? that's all i need..