another up enrollment day for me. again, hassle. super tiring. oh well, atleast i got some of my major subjects na. 2 more to go and an elective and a pe 3 class..shiyet. goodluck. pfft.

anyway...share ko lang. =)

i have this hobby of making "kalikot" other people's cellphones. you know, look at their inbox, look for nice quotes then you "accidentally" read their personal messages. hehe =) kanina, i borrowed sergio's phone. first, yung sun phone niya. ok pa..puro quotes. then yung globe naman..ayan na. at first, i was ok..puro quotes pa eh. then when i got to the part where the old messages were, yan na..medyo nanlaki mata ko eh. well, i don't wanna say what the messages were about..basta it kinda made me stop and think for awhile. fine..i got a "little" jealous..and i was thinking that maybe he's doing something that im not aware of. yeah, i trust him..i really, really do. but there are times when you still think that there's something that you don't know. la lang. that moment struck me kanina. stupid noh? hehe. well, i asked him who those people were and he answered naman...well, except for one sender there. when i read her (i assumed that it was a girl..well, it looked like it) messages, i was so sure who she was already. the name gave me a clue that instant. and when i read her messages i was like, "hmm.." i got curious. and what made me wonder is that everytime i ask who those people are, i still have this little doubt about them. i guess that's normal...is it?
one things for sure, i trust him. whatever he says, i always believe him. sabi nga niya kanina when is aid that it's time for him to learn to erase his other messages, "ayaw mo nun, wala akong tinatago sau..." well, yeah he has a point but i still get jealous and curious whenever i read those messages. haha..i'm making a big deal out of this. la lang..napapaisip lang ako eh..well, this time. i read his phone messages a number of times already but only today i got struck by those messages..haaay...*sigh* paranoia..tsktsk..

and i realized that i was so darn wrong when i said that love can be without trust. nope..you cannot love a person if you don't trust them. shiyet..i just ate my words na sobrang pinandigan ko before. haha. funny me.. =)

but what's so nice about this is whenever i get jealous of these things, just a word from him quickly erases that feeling. i mean, just a sweet text or hear his cute voice when he's making "pacute" on the phone, i instantly forget that i'm jealous and he makes me smile again. la lang..i just find that sweet. =) oh well, i just hope that he's not like that with other girls..hehe. =p

* i love you baby..so much. =)