Thursday, August 31, 2006

day 4

ok, so my day went ok. i get to see sergio even for awhile...yey!!! hehe. he asked if we could meet because he needed the solicitation money na. hoo, palusot..you wanted to see me as well. haha! =p we met at AS. he looked so harrased na...poor baby. i so wish im allowed to go with you to take care of you the whole day...pero di eh. you have work and i have classes. wawa baby ko...dibale, i promise next week, you're gonna be well taken care of by me! for a week! hehe. well, i just wish that you'll always gonna take care of yourself...3 days nalng baby! lapiiiiit naaaaaaa!! haha! can't wait to be with you again. uh-huh! excited na me. =)

i went home early today. my mom was in UP and after i met sergio, i decided to go home with my mom. i didn't go to my badminton class because my mom didn't allow me to go na. i didn't rehearse din today becasue i have so many school works to do. rawr. promise sir van, next week. babawi ako. =) and di narin kasi ako pinayagan ng mom ko eh. rawr. iba talaga tong week na toh...very...lonely. oh well, i just can't wait for next week! =p

tomoroow's gonna be a brand new day. hope it's gonna be a happy day for me. =)

i love you and i miss u so damn much. i can't help it anymore...i want you by my side na talaga. rawr. ingat ka ok? *mwah*

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

day 3

just got home from our cwts project at Cupertino School, somewhere inside La Vista subd. it was a very fullfiling day for us..especially, for me. we taught some exercise and philippine games to the special children students of that school. it was very fun yet very tiring. the kids were very amazing. they were full of energy and very friendly. i cant help but smile everytime i talk to these children. they made my day special today. thanks guys. hope u had so much fun coz i did. =)

day 3 and i'm starting tomiss sergio badly. =c he's not texting nor calling me anymore. well i guess, he's very busy na with all the projects their group have. i understand that but i just can't help missing my baby badly...pfft. =|

i so wish this week will end soon....VERY SOON. i can't wait to see him, be with him, kiss him, hug him, fight with him (haha), etc. again. haaay...wait, wait, wait...my patience is being tested again. rawry.

* i miss you so much....sorry, but i can't help it. i love you baby..ingat ka diyan. =)

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

day 2

its a tuesday..day 2. well, it was a boring day.. i didn't go to my 8:30am class because i was throwing up the whole morning. fcuk this stupid stomach ache. argh. anyway, then i didn't have my 2:30pm class because our teach (ooh, shortcut. haha) was too lazy (i think) to attend our class today. yeah boi. i love UP teachers. if they dont feel like teaching, they wont. loves et. hehe. =p so i went home and now, i'm too lazy to go back to UP and attend rehearsals with UP filipiniana. well, my mom didn't allow me to go out again so steady lang. all i have to do now is to text sir van that i'm not going to attend rehearsals (again) today.

sh*t..i'm so not into doing anything this week. i'm too lazy to do anything..and i can't find any excuses to back that up. i just miss sergio...yeah, we text each other but i miss seeing him. and take note, 2nd day palang siya wala. takte. pfft.

oh well. ma reason nako kung bakit hindi ako makakarehearse ngayon. wala nakong pera at aalis pako bukas for our proj. for CWTS. nice.. =)

i wish that this week's gonna be that fast. i miss my baby too much already..

**uwi ka naaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! rawr. i love you. =p

Monday, August 28, 2006

day 1

ok, so it's the first day of my "no boyfriend for a week". how was it? hmm...a bit unusual. hehe. =)

i'm not used to not seeing sergio for hk 102 class, not having early lunch with him at around 10, not having to scold at him for not telling where the heck he is and stuff like that. weird...seriously. but he texted me at around 11am to go to as before 12nn. unfortunately, i wasn't able to go there coz i went home ng mga 10:30. malay ko ba.. =c oh well. tapos, the meds he asked me to get from his mom arrived kanina at around 3pm. i panicked a little becuase i have no idea how to get those 2 boxes of heavy (as in) meds to sergio who's at the AS that time. a little panick thing occured and finally, i took a cab and brought them to AS na. when we met, we're kinda quiet. well, i know for sure he was tired and i was tired also. there, understood. well, medyo sinungitan ako nung kasama niya pero ok lang. care ko. hehe. ;) then after some minutes of thinking how to get those inside AS, i said goodbye to him and we kissed. then i went home narin.

haaay...that was just the first day and i miss him so much already... *sigh*

6 more days to go...sad...*frown*

Saturday, August 26, 2006

hell month

yup...but not because of my school, but because of my boyfriend. weird noh?

and since inoorasan moko kagabi and you're too sleepy to hear me out, i'm just gonna write everything that i want to say last night.

i know for sure that this month will be a "hell" month for the both of us. he has this induction thing and he said that the whole month he's going to be very busy. i said, ok and understood that. i let him do the things that he needed to do. i let him go to wherever he is needed even if he doesn't tell me kagad. i didn't mind. and when we talk at night, kahit na puro lait ang nakukuha ko (coz nagmamarunong ako..daw) i just accept it. i just say to myself, "baka super pagod lang toh...pabayaan ko na. shut up nalang." all of that i do, even if that's not my usual self, just because i understand your situation right now.

and for him, it's not like that. oo, i nag, i react, i usually make aguements with you and stuff but do you know why i do that? kasi you are not listening to me. you always say na pagod ka and youre sleepy...and you're like that when you're sleepy...ok, i know, i get that. but did it ever occur to you that i'm also like that when i'm worried about you? kasi naman, you don't even say where you're going and don't even reply to my texts...ako, i alot kahit konting time just to worry about you and ask where the heck you are. sana naman nagrereply ka kagad. so that i wont be waiting and looking for you all over the place. well, i already told you about that and thank you for doing it now. another thing, yung about yesterday, i was so tired and sleepy because i didn't have enough sleep, i was cramming and panicking the other night and i had a call time ng 6am...i'm sorry for being masungit. all i want lang naman kasi was to have some time alone with you..di mo ba gets yun? oo, you need to bond with your brods, pero cmon man, next week, magakakasama kayo and even if you're working you'll still have this bonding thing. all i was asking for was like 30 mins yesterday...compared to 23 hours and 30 mins and more you're going to have with them for the next few days. i'm sorry kung nadamay ko mga friends mo sa kasungitan ko. i was being quiet na nga eh. and i'm sorry if i didn't mingle with them yesterday. what do you expect? i was irritated na nga. i am masungit when i'm irritated...and if your friends have any problems with that, i'm so sorry..i'm just like that. kahapon lang naman yun eh...i bet the next time we're going to meet di nako ganun. nagkataon lang.

did you know what pissed me off yesterday? because i was expecting something from you, knowing that we're not gonna be together for the whole week next week. yeah, you texted me..you want to see me. i appreciate that. pero sana naisip mo man lang na 1 week tayo di magkikita and you could have spent some alone time with me. wala eh. nakita mo lang na medyo masungit ako, wala na. di na umeffort. oo nakakainins na masungit ako, pero sana man lang, kahit minsan, do something about that...make me feel better. maglambing ka naman..pero hindi eh. wala. naglaro ka nalang with your friends and you just asked if i was ok. yun.

maybe you're right...maybe all of this is because of you and your induction thingy. maybe i just couldn't fully understand what is instore for us this month. but i am trying to really understand all of them. i am actually. and for you, i'm not much of a help this month and i dont support you with your induction thing. but you're wrong. i do love to help you (even if you did not give me a chance to prove it) and you do have my full support. kasi naman, you always say na puro salita lang ako. di mo kasi napapansin, kaya kinukulit kita, kasi pnuprove ko sayo na kaya kong gawin lahat ng sinabi ko. but no..you're just too tired and sleepy to see that.

oh well, 1 week tayong di magkikita. it's the start of the week that i'm worried of. but i know you're going to be fine and you'll do good in your induction. i just pray that when you come back, everything will be alright na.

i love you so much..those are not just words. i mean them.

Thursday, August 24, 2006

boredom

i'm totally bored. i have no classes na and i'm here at some internet caf at the bahay ng alumni...doing nothing. iw as supposed to do the handouts for hk 109 but unfortunately, i didn't receive the email of bries. sorry bri! cud u email it to me again? hehe. oh well..i just have to wait for it...*sigh*

i'm checking my friendster, multiply and blog all at the same time. how to kill time...perfect.

oh, yesterday, sergio was at my place. actually, he slept there last tues night because it was my mom's birthday (happy birthday mom! <3 ) and she let sergio sleep at our place. aww...how sweet. haha! came home late last tues..ate dinner at around 11pm na coz it was friggin' traffic papasok sa fairview. and slept at around 1am na. haha. coolness. =)

*** love you so much, baby love!!! *mwahmwah* =)

ok, so next week will be one hell of a week for me. no sergio for one week... =,c *sniff* imma miss my baby... *sad*

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

what makes camie happy? =)

1. God/Christianity (i just love attending sunday worships)

2. Sergio <3 ('nuff said. =) )

3. Dancing

4. white chocolates/ chocolates

5. sylvester the cat

6. the color orange (bright bright!)

7. flowers (more on the tulips)

8. the number 4

9. my barkada/bestfriends

10. unlimited ice cream!

11. puyatan moments with my bf

12. phone calls by sergio

13. inuman sessions with my barkada

14. lunch dates with sergio

15. flip flops

16. lip gloss

17. sweet nothings of sergio

18. clothes

19. accessories

20. camwhoring

21. going to sergio's place (adventure)

22. hanging out with sergio at his/my plcae ;)

23. tight hug

24. soft kisses

25. warm smiles from everyone (hehe)

and so much more..hehe. =)

Monday, August 21, 2006

partay!

last saturday, i went to dang's post-birthday party at Esquinita. but before going there, i went to sergio's place. la lang..just to prove something to him. haha. we just chilled (haha) there...bummed around and stuff. =) tapos, akala ko you're really not coming with me...i was surprised nalang that he took a bath, and his parents kept on asking me where that place is and how to get there and stuff...in fairness, napangiti mo ako. hehe. =) so, we were all dressed up and we went to timog na.

we took the mrt and we arrived at the gma-kamuning station at around 8:45pm. we waited for issa kasi sumabay kami papunta dun sa place. when we arrived there, nandun na sila dang and melai. so all of us had our dates except for...melai. aww...she was so pissed off sa date niya coz ayaw talagang pumunta. so, nagbonding nalang sila ni sergio. hehe. =) we had so many drinks and food..we just talked and talked and talked...alot. =) we had some pictures too. after that drinking session, we went to starbuck's just to have coffee and chill. after that, we went home narin.

sergio slept at our place. medyo kasi 2am na kami nakauwi eh. hehe. it's fun that he slept here...la lang. =) we were so sleepy and wasted na kasi. the next day, he also went with us sa lunch thingy namin sa bahay ng tita ko. he met my tita, tito and grandma who came from australia. after eating, he went home narin kasi may fiesta pa sakanila. aww... =)

super thanks baby for coming with me last saturday and yesterday. i had SOOOOOOO much fun! i looooooooooooooooove you so much! *mwah mwah*

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

basketball game

i just came from UP. i watched my baby's basketball game (05 vs 02). it was a close game but unfortunately, our batch lost. infairness, nag-OT pa sila ah..oh well. my baby did great...i'm impressed with his basketball skills. hehe. =)

and oh, i just realized something today. i was sop stupid for thinking of that for the past months. now, nakita ko na ng malaitan, i have nothing to worry about pala. haha. sergio knows this..let's just keep it to ourselves. hehe ;)

today yung shoot for zsa-zsa zaturna...too bad i wasn't allowed to join that. layo kasi eh...pagsanjan..pfft. =S pero super sayang yung 8,ooo pesos na bayad dun! 8 shoots kasi, 1,ooo per shoot. damn it...oh well. may dadating pa na opportunity yan...sana..hehe. =)

*nice game baby.. =) you were awesome kanina. i had fun watching you play and get so sweaty...so hot. haha! and oh, now i know i have nothing to worry about. but you still have NO right to do something bad behind my back..okay??? haha. i love you soooooo much!!! *hugs&kisses*

Sunday, August 13, 2006

i have no friggin' idea...haha

i'm here at my grandma's place somewhere in kamias. we just came from medical city becasue my lolo was confined there naman. haay...heaven talaga dun sa place na yun. haha! =) went to CCF before that and attended a supposedly 1 hour and 30 mins service that turned out to be a 2 hour service...tiring yet motivating...inspiring din. hehe. =)

yesterday i went to sergio's place. we ate lunch at kfc katipunan then we went na to his house. nahuli pa nga kami ng mmda sa may malapit na sakanila coz naispatan ako ng isang mmda na hindi naka-seat belt. haha..stupid. so we're fined 250 pesos. oh yeah. =S baby, promise i'm gonna pay that fine. sorry... =)

oh well. hehe. still love YOU though.. =)

Saturday, August 12, 2006

one week

ok. updaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttteeeeeee!!! =)

this week's been a hell. super tiring with all the dance rehearsals and the worrying (dont ask) that ive been through. but i cud say that i went all through that quite good...not. i look and feel awful na nga eh. rawr..

let's start it off with the never-ending wirrying moments that im going through since this month started. yep...the long waits for texts, replies and call from him just make this month very interesting and tiring for me. yeah...the sleepless nights and the "puyats" that i've been having coz i kept on waiting for his texts, etc. kahit inaantok na ako super at yung eyes ko ay super bulgy na, wala...hintay parin. pota..haha. haaay...

tapos, yung UPfil trainings pa. i got a lump on my lower back and some bruises sa knees and elbows ko. take not: elbows...both of 'em. haha. ewan. pesteng no matter what yan..core na gna eh ngkaganito pa katawan ko. rawry...exhausting yet super fun naman yung dance..hehe. *wink*

tapos ngayon, bagong issue naman...JEALOUSY. haha. mahabang story...basta napagod ako sa kakatampo at kakaisip ng mga stuff...rawr. in fairness, i was so jealous because of her, it, them, ewan na di nalang ako nagsalita and stuff. wow, something new...

and he's playing dota right now...katabi ko siay actually. haay...supposed to be my day with him...yeah, watching him play dota. sigh sigh sigh...well, atleast, he's not doing some stupid stuff...right? and we're gonna have lunch after this..ang tagal ng oraaaaaaaaaaaassss.... =c

don't blame me for still thinking about some stuff...i don't know how and what to react to what i've read sa inbox mo...yeah, i trust you but why am i still doubting??? assurance baby...i think i NEED that...

Monday, August 07, 2006

nagger

eeek! today, i just realized how it is to be a nagger. yep, as much as i don't want to be just like my mom, to my surprise, i was being like my mom. eeek! it just freaks me out... :S

ok, so here's the story. yesterday kasi, sergio wasn't reaplying to all of my texts the whole day. as usual, i got SO pissed off. the whole day yesterday i was acting like a bitch and it's like i hated everything yesterday...plus the fact that i called him a dozen of times last night when our conversation was suddenly cut off by the network and when i called him again, he wasn't answering his phone na. oh, i bet that his missed call list contains one entry...me. i got pissed off by that again and i fell asleep with that feeling.

SO, kaninang morning, i woke up so pissed. i went to school and was late for my 7am class because of the stupid traffic in commonwealth...so that just added to my pissed off thingy. hooray for me. anyway, after my hk 93 class, hk 102 naman. sergio didn't come to class so that made me worry and pissed off again...after class, i called him and asked where he was. he said that he's still at home and he just woke up. eto ang the best...my goodmorning greeting to him was *tantantan* a solid, high-pitched, morning breaker NAG. yep...i nagged at him endlessly that morning. siyempre, nabwiset naman si sergio. so when he arrived in school, ayan, masungit. total kasungitan. nabad trip nanaman ako...so, medyo nagkalabuan kami nung morning. he went na to his class and i sat at the benches outside. during my quiet time alone, i just realized how pathetic i was that morning. yuck, nagger si camie. sobrang iniiwasan ko kayang matulad sa nanay kong nagger din. nakakabwiset eh. but it turned out that i'm just like her. yikes...freakiness.. =S

anyway, after an hour and 30 mins of waiting, we finally cooled down na. ok na approach namin sa isa't-isa and nag move on na kami. i went to my badminton class na and he played basketball narin. yey. =)

baby, i understand why you were so masungit kanina...i'm sorry for ruining your morning because of my nagging... =c sorry baby..won't happen again, promise. =) and oh, one thing lang, magreply ka kasi diba? para di ako nabibwiset at nadadamay pa tuloy kita. just a simple, one-liner reply or text would be ok to me. okie? *mwah* i love you so much! i'm really sorry...
ok, so time to move on now. midterms namin tom sa hk 109. musta naman, 100 items...wow. oh well, gotta study na. toodles. =p

Sunday, August 06, 2006

sunday

it's a sunday morning...and it's so freaking hot! argh! i'm here at an internet place near our house..sobrang init dito. and puro kids..haha! still, ang init...rawr.

anyway, birthday ni DANG ngayon!....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANGY!!!! enjoy your day! *mwah* i love you duday!!! and i miss u! kelan celebration natin??! haha! *mwah*

2nd day ng UPCAT ngayon. good luck sa lahat ng magtatake. and nasa UP nanaman si sergio...hmm...naglunch na kaya siya? musta naman kaya siya dun?? shux, i just cant help not to worry about my baby...*sigh* oh well, i just hope that he's being a good boy there. haha! =p

baby, please take care there ok? and don't tire yourself too much...baka mastress ka lalo diyan, magkasakit ka...dont forget to eat ok?? *mwah* i love you so much! and i can't wait to hear from you.. =)

haay..this day sucks. BORING. :S

Saturday, August 05, 2006

finally...my internet's ok na. during the rainy days, it was kinda whacked. rawr. so, updaaaaaaaate!!! haha. =)

last sunday, we (UP Filipiniana) had a show in ateneo. we danced for a mass in commemoration of the feast of St. Ignatius. (oh yeah) there were a lot (as in) of people...and food! haha! after our performance, they gave us free food! lots of them actually. =) sobrang pig out..saya. haha. after that, my mom and dad picked me up in katipunan and we went home. i was tired...of eating. hehe. =)

this week's fun....got to spend it with my baby. loves et. uber. haha! =)

oh, yesterday was our 7th monthsary. yep, 7 months and still going strong! oh yeah!! =) we practically spent the whole day together...ate lunch at Wok Dis Way (as in, EAT LUNCH. haha) and just hanged around...*wink* had lots of fun with him. too bad nung hapon he had to go to do his thingies and stuff. aww.. =c oh well, i'm mjust so glad that we reached 7 months...who would ever thought of us still going strong?? with all the fights & misunderstandings we had before...we're just soooooo happy. yey! =)

*** i love you soooooo much sergio!!! i always do. =) thanks for yesterday! *mwah*

UPCAT today and tom...sergio's in UP, helping..haay...this month's gonna be so sad for me..he's so busy for his induction thingy and a week of not seeing him will just sucks...haaay...oh well. can't wait for this to end...

=)