Never Ever Lyrics- All Saints
A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?
Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?
Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find
My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate
I'll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah
Vexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard this feeling
won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right
I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more
I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah
Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find
I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard this feeling won't last that long
Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad
Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right x4
You can tell me to my face,
You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know
You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know
You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe
Friday, November 03, 2006
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
yeah boi...
ok, so i'm gonna transfer blog again. because i chose to have a new life, i have a new blog. (weeeeh) haha!
just look for my LJ account. if you look closely to this blog, you'll find it here somewhere. (yan ah, hiiiiiint!) but take note, for friends only. well, some of the entries. =) so if you want to snoop my blog (hahaha), u have to add me up. ok? good. =p
yan ah...malinaw tayo diyan. haha
bye, blogger...i'm gonna miss you....*sniff*
just look for my LJ account. if you look closely to this blog, you'll find it here somewhere. (yan ah, hiiiiiint!) but take note, for friends only. well, some of the entries. =) so if you want to snoop my blog (hahaha), u have to add me up. ok? good. =p
yan ah...malinaw tayo diyan. haha
bye, blogger...i'm gonna miss you....*sniff*
I Do
when i'm done with thinking, then i'm done with you.
when i'm done with crying, then i'm done with you.
when i feel so tired, then i'm done with you.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you're trying to convince me that what i've done's not right.
i get so frustrated, i stay up every night.
you ask me for an answer, and i'm so tired and i'm up in the air.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i'm feeling this way
just because you say
i will be ignored.
i will be denied.
i could be erased.
i could be brushed aside.
i will get scared, and i will get shoved down,
but i feel like i do beause you push me around.
i'm starting to ignore you, i've doubted you so long.
i'm tired of over-thinking, i know you don't belong.
now i'm asking questions - no one pushes me around.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you don't seem angry, but i do.
i do.
when i'm done with crying, then i'm done with you.
when i feel so tired, then i'm done with you.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you're trying to convince me that what i've done's not right.
i get so frustrated, i stay up every night.
you ask me for an answer, and i'm so tired and i'm up in the air.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you can't hear it, but i'm feeling this way
just because you say
i will be ignored.
i will be denied.
i could be erased.
i could be brushed aside.
i will get scared, and i will get shoved down,
but i feel like i do beause you push me around.
i'm starting to ignore you, i've doubted you so long.
i'm tired of over-thinking, i know you don't belong.
now i'm asking questions - no one pushes me around.
everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way -
and i do.
you can't hear it, but i do.
you don't seem angry, but i do.
i do.
~*~
yea,yea, yea! hehe. =)
Debut ni anne calma later....partaaaaaay!!! =)
Monday, October 30, 2006
heartbreaks make me sick. ehk.
ok, so na-aadict nako sa poems ni Pablo Neruda. wee! =)
I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You
I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.
I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.
Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.
In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
- Pablo Neruda
hehe. got that from joey's blog. *thanks love! ♥
I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You
I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.
I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.
Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.
In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.
- Pablo Neruda
hehe. got that from joey's blog. *thanks love! ♥
Sunday, October 29, 2006
sunday morning...
Don't Speak-No Doubt
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la
La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it
hurts Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la
La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it
hurts Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Saturday, October 28, 2006
No more.
yeah, Sergio...NO MORE.
if freedom you ask, freedom you're gonna get from me. that's what you want, right? this is what you really, really want and i'm gonna give it all to you. we're both tired of pretending that we're still gonna work. good job, you convinced me that we're not anymore. and hearing the "truth" convinced me more...though it hurt more. but imma be alright. coz i'm tired of pretending that you're still happy with me. i deserve better than that.
you're not worth my tears anymore...everything's not worth it anymore. i've had ENOUGH.
i just wish that you'll be happier this way...if not, bahala ka na. i wont fall for it again..I WONT.
i hate to say this, but after i cried kanina, i realized, i dont love you anymore. nah, not true..but i'll just tell my heart that i dont love you anymore. i'll keep it from loving you. it has been through so much pain already..bumibigay na siya. tama na, ayoko na..
harsh? nah.. bitter? a little. it's still painful but i'll let it all out. i think i've cried it all out, thank you very much.
"Wag kang mangangambang
Baka wala ka nang ibang makita
Na lalake na magmahal sayo
At hinding hindi nya sasayangin ang pag-ibig mo..." -Halaga, Parokya ni Edgar
so true. i need a man who will never waste my love for him..a man who will love me the way he should love me. isang lalaki na alam ang tunay kong HALAGA.
so anyway...
i watched World Trade Center with joey awhile ago. the movie was so touching. nakakiyak pre. haha! i enjoyed it..medyo tumulo luha ko eh. buti di napansin ni joey. haha! thanks love! thanks for the pasalubong also =) i ♥ you love! =)
here's a song for you. this will be the last song i'll dedicate to you..
Much Has Been Said- Bamboo
Much has been said
Said you never leave
Why'd it have to be
Harder than it had to be
Don't you throw blame
You were part of this
Wasn't suppose to end
With us just walking away
So many times we tried
Holding on to the pain but in my baby's eyes I see my shame
Asking why you had to leave
Wasn't I strong enough to make you see
That the biggest part of this it's not about you or me
But just be wrong if we held on
So Maybe tomorrow we'll find
A taste for the old days hard lessons
We've left behind
This mirrors an open door I can barely stand to see myself I don't know what to do anymore
I'm crying out for help
Ohh lord
Much has been said
Will I never learn
Keeping my fingers crossed
Praying for my luck to turn
But I can't complain
I'm living it easy
Job's keeping me busy
Going Crazy
Can't describe the way it felt
When you left said your goodbyes
It just seems crazy for me to think
That I'll find love a second time
But we all know how it all wraps up in the end
Maybe tomorrow we'll find..
Ohh lord..
What am I leaving behind
Sweet how we see the big picture when you're life's not on the line
I know the way but do you see what I see
A tortured life always second guessing the bookie
Pot money on the table thought that was all I had to do
Never came home
Never said a word to you
No one ever said it was going to be easy
Easy start over again this time this time
Let's do it right
Start over again this time this time
Lets keep the fires burning
Nice to know you, Sergio. Goodbye..
if freedom you ask, freedom you're gonna get from me. that's what you want, right? this is what you really, really want and i'm gonna give it all to you. we're both tired of pretending that we're still gonna work. good job, you convinced me that we're not anymore. and hearing the "truth" convinced me more...though it hurt more. but imma be alright. coz i'm tired of pretending that you're still happy with me. i deserve better than that.
you're not worth my tears anymore...everything's not worth it anymore. i've had ENOUGH.
i just wish that you'll be happier this way...if not, bahala ka na. i wont fall for it again..I WONT.
i hate to say this, but after i cried kanina, i realized, i dont love you anymore. nah, not true..but i'll just tell my heart that i dont love you anymore. i'll keep it from loving you. it has been through so much pain already..bumibigay na siya. tama na, ayoko na..
harsh? nah.. bitter? a little. it's still painful but i'll let it all out. i think i've cried it all out, thank you very much.
"Wag kang mangangambang
Baka wala ka nang ibang makita
Na lalake na magmahal sayo
At hinding hindi nya sasayangin ang pag-ibig mo..." -Halaga, Parokya ni Edgar
so true. i need a man who will never waste my love for him..a man who will love me the way he should love me. isang lalaki na alam ang tunay kong HALAGA.
so anyway...
i watched World Trade Center with joey awhile ago. the movie was so touching. nakakiyak pre. haha! i enjoyed it..medyo tumulo luha ko eh. buti di napansin ni joey. haha! thanks love! thanks for the pasalubong also =) i ♥ you love! =)
here's a song for you. this will be the last song i'll dedicate to you..
Much Has Been Said- Bamboo
Much has been said
Said you never leave
Why'd it have to be
Harder than it had to be
Don't you throw blame
You were part of this
Wasn't suppose to end
With us just walking away
So many times we tried
Holding on to the pain but in my baby's eyes I see my shame
Asking why you had to leave
Wasn't I strong enough to make you see
That the biggest part of this it's not about you or me
But just be wrong if we held on
So Maybe tomorrow we'll find
A taste for the old days hard lessons
We've left behind
This mirrors an open door I can barely stand to see myself I don't know what to do anymore
I'm crying out for help
Ohh lord
Much has been said
Will I never learn
Keeping my fingers crossed
Praying for my luck to turn
But I can't complain
I'm living it easy
Job's keeping me busy
Going Crazy
Can't describe the way it felt
When you left said your goodbyes
It just seems crazy for me to think
That I'll find love a second time
But we all know how it all wraps up in the end
Maybe tomorrow we'll find..
Ohh lord..
What am I leaving behind
Sweet how we see the big picture when you're life's not on the line
I know the way but do you see what I see
A tortured life always second guessing the bookie
Pot money on the table thought that was all I had to do
Never came home
Never said a word to you
No one ever said it was going to be easy
Easy start over again this time this time
Let's do it right
Start over again this time this time
Lets keep the fires burning
Nice to know you, Sergio. Goodbye..
Friday, October 27, 2006
tatlong araw
ostrich land was OH-SO-FUN! =)
last wednesday, me and some of my friends went to OStrichland (as they would call it), somewhere in PAmpanga. super fun coz the 3 days we were, sobrang food trip. daming fooooooooood!!! haha! super bum kami dun! eat, sleep, eat, swim, play cards, eat, swim, play billiards, ostrich sight seeing, eat, swim and play charades (haha), videoke all night long, sleep, eat, eat and more EAT. and oh, alot of drinking. yeah boi. ehe. =) too bad we were just there for 3 days....sobrang bitin! argh! ooooh! the ostriches were so cute! and the sheeps too! baaaaaa! hahaha! =p
oh, thanks to vicka and dang for singing a very special song to me last thurs night/friday morning. =) most memorable song from the trip was HALAGA by parokya. yeah boi...mahal ko kayong dalawa. *tugsh* haha! =p
also, thanks sj for the very wonderful time in your ostrich farm...sa uulitin! =)
fun, fun FUN! =)
ok, so i missed you during my stay in Pampanga...kasi ba naman, ang labo ng pag-uusap natin. oh well. you said that "we" are still on probation...so malabo nga talaga. *sigh*
be content camie...just have faith and trust. =)
* i love you.. =) and i miss you...hope to see you soon. =)
ok, so walang kwenta yung entry ko. haha. well, i'm too tired to write. basta, check my multiply nalang if you wanna see the pics of our pampanga trip. funfun! =p
"Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga
Ako'y nilamon na ng pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya" --Masaya, Bamboo
last wednesday, me and some of my friends went to OStrichland (as they would call it), somewhere in PAmpanga. super fun coz the 3 days we were, sobrang food trip. daming fooooooooood!!! haha! super bum kami dun! eat, sleep, eat, swim, play cards, eat, swim, play billiards, ostrich sight seeing, eat, swim and play charades (haha), videoke all night long, sleep, eat, eat and more EAT. and oh, alot of drinking. yeah boi. ehe. =) too bad we were just there for 3 days....sobrang bitin! argh! ooooh! the ostriches were so cute! and the sheeps too! baaaaaa! hahaha! =p
oh, thanks to vicka and dang for singing a very special song to me last thurs night/friday morning. =) most memorable song from the trip was HALAGA by parokya. yeah boi...mahal ko kayong dalawa. *tugsh* haha! =p
also, thanks sj for the very wonderful time in your ostrich farm...sa uulitin! =)
fun, fun FUN! =)
ok, so i missed you during my stay in Pampanga...kasi ba naman, ang labo ng pag-uusap natin. oh well. you said that "we" are still on probation...so malabo nga talaga. *sigh*
be content camie...just have faith and trust. =)
* i love you.. =) and i miss you...hope to see you soon. =)
ok, so walang kwenta yung entry ko. haha. well, i'm too tired to write. basta, check my multiply nalang if you wanna see the pics of our pampanga trip. funfun! =p
"Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga
Ako'y nilamon na ng pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya" --Masaya, Bamboo
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
heaven on earth
and we're on again...yeyeye! =)
no begging, no insisting..just a lil bit of crying (hehe)...i just let it all happen. =) a deal's a deal. haha. =p
anyway, i had a very fun day today. i was with sergio's family at galle. yeah boi, bumanding kami ni tita. waha. =) while the boys were playing at Tom's World (oh, boys...tsk. hehe), tita (oh yes) and i had our bonding sessions. i went with her to look for a cocktail dress, which tita had interest with blouses instead (haha), that ended us up having a foot spa. yihee, saya. haha! =p sarap kasama ni tita...super daming kwento and stuff. i had lotsa fun hanging out with sergio's mom. *thanks tita! =)
ehe. =)
well, we're back from scratch again. well, i just hope and pray that everything will work out pretty well now. please, please, please???
* thanks so much...♥♥♥ you to bits! mwah =)
ostrichland na tom til friday...yeyeye! excited na meeeeeee! waha. ; )
no begging, no insisting..just a lil bit of crying (hehe)...i just let it all happen. =) a deal's a deal. haha. =p
anyway, i had a very fun day today. i was with sergio's family at galle. yeah boi, bumanding kami ni tita. waha. =) while the boys were playing at Tom's World (oh, boys...tsk. hehe), tita (oh yes) and i had our bonding sessions. i went with her to look for a cocktail dress, which tita had interest with blouses instead (haha), that ended us up having a foot spa. yihee, saya. haha! =p sarap kasama ni tita...super daming kwento and stuff. i had lotsa fun hanging out with sergio's mom. *thanks tita! =)
ehe. =)
well, we're back from scratch again. well, i just hope and pray that everything will work out pretty well now. please, please, please???
* thanks so much...♥♥♥ you to bits! mwah =)
ostrichland na tom til friday...yeyeye! excited na meeeeeee! waha. ; )
Sunday, October 22, 2006
slowly getting used to this
oh no....
anyway, i just came from my cousin's place. i slept over there kasi yesterday. =) it was fun spending time with my cousins...i love 'em so mucheee! haha! =) chill lang sa house...astig. food trippin' too! yumyum! =)
and oh, last saturday, i went to my grandma's house naman..bday kasi ng pamangkin ko eh. one word: FOOD TRIP. sarap...even though i have a major stomach ache...i ate alot and went to the bathroom alot of times. dammit! i was so hurting last saturday.. =( good thing it kinda passed..but right now, it's still kinda aching. =( i need my meds, golly! heeeelpppp!!!
ok, as if he's gonna help me with my pain. nevermind. RAWR.
oh well, tomorrow, i'm gonna be spending time with my other bestfriend naman, JOEY. we're gonna watch World Trade Center yata eh..ewan. basta. BV coz my cousin's inviting me to go with them to Divisoria. rawr. i wanna go to Divi...but i have a date with joey. decisions...decisions....
and oh, what have you decided na? i'm still waiting...
*sigh* i miss you so damn much... =(
i so need a hug from *toot* right now...dammit!
♥..still...
anyway, i just came from my cousin's place. i slept over there kasi yesterday. =) it was fun spending time with my cousins...i love 'em so mucheee! haha! =) chill lang sa house...astig. food trippin' too! yumyum! =)
and oh, last saturday, i went to my grandma's house naman..bday kasi ng pamangkin ko eh. one word: FOOD TRIP. sarap...even though i have a major stomach ache...i ate alot and went to the bathroom alot of times. dammit! i was so hurting last saturday.. =( good thing it kinda passed..but right now, it's still kinda aching. =( i need my meds, golly! heeeelpppp!!!
ok, as if he's gonna help me with my pain. nevermind. RAWR.
oh well, tomorrow, i'm gonna be spending time with my other bestfriend naman, JOEY. we're gonna watch World Trade Center yata eh..ewan. basta. BV coz my cousin's inviting me to go with them to Divisoria. rawr. i wanna go to Divi...but i have a date with joey. decisions...decisions....
and oh, what have you decided na? i'm still waiting...
*sigh* i miss you so damn much... =(
i so need a hug from *toot* right now...dammit!
♥..still...
Friday, October 20, 2006
Cool With You
Late last night, I was going through
Some old things
When I saw a picture of you
My best friend
It reminded me of days
When you were mine
You had a way that always left me here with a smile
I want those sweet days back again
Coz baby
It's a sunny day, but you're not around
That all the rain might as well
Be pouring down
It's such a shame
Coz my heart's on the ground
Just wanna be cool with you again
Sometimes I sit by the fire
And reminisce
About the time spent in front of it
And the old flame will never be the same
Until you come back here and
Bring in the rain
I just wanna share my heart with you again coz baby
[chorus]
Bridge:I fall asleep at night and often
I see you here in my dreams (in my dreams)
Holding me (holding me)
yeah baby
But when I wake up and I realized that
You're not here with me
It hurt so much I gotta have you back baby
...yun na yun eh. haaay...
Some old things
When I saw a picture of you
My best friend
It reminded me of days
When you were mine
You had a way that always left me here with a smile
I want those sweet days back again
Coz baby
It's a sunny day, but you're not around
That all the rain might as well
Be pouring down
It's such a shame
Coz my heart's on the ground
Just wanna be cool with you again
Sometimes I sit by the fire
And reminisce
About the time spent in front of it
And the old flame will never be the same
Until you come back here and
Bring in the rain
I just wanna share my heart with you again coz baby
[chorus]
Bridge:I fall asleep at night and often
I see you here in my dreams (in my dreams)
Holding me (holding me)
yeah baby
But when I wake up and I realized that
You're not here with me
It hurt so much I gotta have you back baby
...yun na yun eh. haaay...
happy day
i just woke up. Gawd, i'm so tired from yesterday. i went with my tita and her officemates to Smashville to play badminton. infairness, we had good games. it felt so good. atleast, it kinda diverted my mind out of...yaknow. ehe. =)
and thank you for yesterday. =) i really had fun, just watching you play. sobrang naaliw ako kasi super namiss ko yung times na ganun tayo. =) sorry, if di ako naglaro masyado...i just wanna watch you lang eh. medyo nabored ka yata, sorry din...but i still don't think what i did was wreckless..i mean walking with you halfway to the mrt station. i'm going back din naman sa gale nun eh..i have to meet my mom. oh well, if you still think that's wreckless, fine by me. i respect that... =) oh, i ♥ you..so much. still. *sigh*
haay...i so wish i could hug you and hold your hand yesterday. shit, longing mode again...rawr. =(
ok, so God is really testing me this time. now, i learned how to be patient with the thing that i really, really want and i also learned to be content. i just thank Him for whatever happened yesterday. atleast i controlled myself from my longingness, right? super tempted nakong mangulit eh. ehe. atleast, there's progress.. =) i love you Lord..super. =) please make it happen?
haay...i just pray that all will be well...for us. you and i.. *prays hard*
let it all happen... =)
and thank you for yesterday. =) i really had fun, just watching you play. sobrang naaliw ako kasi super namiss ko yung times na ganun tayo. =) sorry, if di ako naglaro masyado...i just wanna watch you lang eh. medyo nabored ka yata, sorry din...but i still don't think what i did was wreckless..i mean walking with you halfway to the mrt station. i'm going back din naman sa gale nun eh..i have to meet my mom. oh well, if you still think that's wreckless, fine by me. i respect that... =) oh, i ♥ you..so much. still. *sigh*
haay...i so wish i could hug you and hold your hand yesterday. shit, longing mode again...rawr. =(
ok, so God is really testing me this time. now, i learned how to be patient with the thing that i really, really want and i also learned to be content. i just thank Him for whatever happened yesterday. atleast i controlled myself from my longingness, right? super tempted nakong mangulit eh. ehe. atleast, there's progress.. =) i love you Lord..super. =) please make it happen?
haay...i just pray that all will be well...for us. you and i.. *prays hard*
let it all happen... =)
Thursday, October 19, 2006
hanging by a moment
ok, so madrama yung title. shurrymee...hehe. =)
i'm having mixed feelings right now. i'm longing, wanting, thinking, praying and waiting all at the same time. super, i can't contain my feelings anymore. i miss you so damn much...
emo mode on *toot*
i miss waking up every morning and texting you "Goodmorning Baby!", i miss worrying about what you're doing and how you doing, i miss hugging and kissing you everytime we're together, i miss your hugs and kisses too! i miss having a good laugh with you and our other "kulitan moments", i miss going to your house and you going here at my house, i miss saying "I love you" to you and hearing you say "I love you too", i miss cuddling you and smelling you (haha), i miss calling and talking to you every night, even if we have nothing to talk about, i miss your sweet voice and how you always made me smile, oooh, i miss your smile, i miss telling people that you're my boyfriend and brag about your hot body (hehe) and how lucky i am to have you...most of all, i miss having you as my baby and all the wonderful moments we had..i miss your love... =c
dammit! i miss us... =,c
ika nga ni vicka marie.. "masarap maka-miss ng tao kung namimiss ka rin niya..."
i'm having mixed feelings right now. i'm longing, wanting, thinking, praying and waiting all at the same time. super, i can't contain my feelings anymore. i miss you so damn much...
emo mode on *toot*
i miss waking up every morning and texting you "Goodmorning Baby!", i miss worrying about what you're doing and how you doing, i miss hugging and kissing you everytime we're together, i miss your hugs and kisses too! i miss having a good laugh with you and our other "kulitan moments", i miss going to your house and you going here at my house, i miss saying "I love you" to you and hearing you say "I love you too", i miss cuddling you and smelling you (haha), i miss calling and talking to you every night, even if we have nothing to talk about, i miss your sweet voice and how you always made me smile, oooh, i miss your smile, i miss telling people that you're my boyfriend and brag about your hot body (hehe) and how lucky i am to have you...most of all, i miss having you as my baby and all the wonderful moments we had..i miss your love... =c
dammit! i miss us... =,c
ika nga ni vicka marie.. "masarap maka-miss ng tao kung namimiss ka rin niya..."
do you miss me too?? do you miss us???
haaay...well, all i could do is wait. wait for that time that we'll be together, loving each other again...
please come back, please come back, please come back...
oh well, let's see what will happen later. =)
* i ♥ you...still.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
'Yo
Kismet-Silent Sanctuary
Didn’t mean to take you for granted
Didn’t mean to show I don’t care
Didn’t mean to throw away this once in a lifetime of chance
Being with you
And I’ll drive for 2 hours
To bring Butterfingers (hehehe)
I don’t mind the distance
This kismet's a dance
This time I surrender
My everything forever
Life doesn’t matter
Just our souls together
Pride no longer has room in me
On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now
And I’ll drive for 2 hours
To bring Butterfingers
I don’t mind the distance
This kismet's a dance
This time I surrender
My everything forever
Life doesn’t matter
Just our souls together
...aww...ehe. ♥
Didn’t mean to take you for granted
Didn’t mean to show I don’t care
Didn’t mean to throw away this once in a lifetime of chance
Being with you
And I’ll drive for 2 hours
To bring Butterfingers (hehehe)
I don’t mind the distance
This kismet's a dance
This time I surrender
My everything forever
Life doesn’t matter
Just our souls together
Pride no longer has room in me
On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now
And I’ll drive for 2 hours
To bring Butterfingers
I don’t mind the distance
This kismet's a dance
This time I surrender
My everything forever
Life doesn’t matter
Just our souls together
...aww...ehe. ♥
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
something to ponder on..
"when you hold someone, hold them like it's the last time you'll ever see them. And when they go, don't make reasons for them to stay. Only reasons for them to return."
yeah baby, so true. say hello to the new camie. uh-huh! =)
yeah baby, so true. say hello to the new camie. uh-huh! =)
chill
ok, so today, i feel happy. i dunno why, but i just cant help smiling...i feel so good. wee! =)
see, told you you're the only one who could make me happy right now...thanks. =)
God indeed answers prayers. stig.. =)
still praying hard though..for all will be well..for us. ehe. =)
"..I didn't really know not to let all my feelings show
To save some for later so our love can be greater
You said you would always love me
Remember I said the same thing, too
You don't have to be frightened, with my love
Because, I'll never give up on you ..." -Let's wait awhile, Janet Jackson
* ILY. and i miss you.. ♥
see, told you you're the only one who could make me happy right now...thanks. =)
God indeed answers prayers. stig.. =)
still praying hard though..for all will be well..for us. ehe. =)
"..I didn't really know not to let all my feelings show
To save some for later so our love can be greater
You said you would always love me
Remember I said the same thing, too
You don't have to be frightened, with my love
Because, I'll never give up on you ..." -Let's wait awhile, Janet Jackson
* ILY. and i miss you.. ♥
Monday, October 16, 2006
Last na toh..
promise. =) oh, and i would like to thank my dad for playing senti/love/sad (?) old songs the whole day. iba rin mantrip tatay ko..rawr.
After The Love Has Gone- EWF
For awhile to love was all we could do
we were young and we knew
and our eyes were alive
Deep inside we knew our love was true
For awhile we paid no mind to the past
we knew love would last
Ev'ry night somethin' right
would invite us to begin the dance
Somethin' happened along the way
what used to be happy was sad
Somethin' happened along the way
and yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
For awhile to love each other with all
we would ever need
Love was strong for so long
never knew that what was
wrong oh baby wasn't right
We tried to find what we had
till sadness was all we shared
We were scared this affair would lead our love into
Somethin' happened along the way
yesterday was all we had
Somethin' happened along the way
what used to be happy is sad
Somethin' happened along the way
oh yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
After The Love Has Gone- EWF
For awhile to love was all we could do
we were young and we knew
and our eyes were alive
Deep inside we knew our love was true
For awhile we paid no mind to the past
we knew love would last
Ev'ry night somethin' right
would invite us to begin the dance
Somethin' happened along the way
what used to be happy was sad
Somethin' happened along the way
and yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
For awhile to love each other with all
we would ever need
Love was strong for so long
never knew that what was
wrong oh baby wasn't right
We tried to find what we had
till sadness was all we shared
We were scared this affair would lead our love into
Somethin' happened along the way
yesterday was all we had
Somethin' happened along the way
what used to be happy is sad
Somethin' happened along the way
oh yesterday was all we had
And oh after the love has gone
how could you lead me on
and not let me stay around
Oh oh oh after the love has gone
what used to be right is wrong
Can love that's lost be found
ee-mow
tsktsk. masama toh..haha.
P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You) - Rihanna
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Let Go-Ne-yo
I know its past tense
Its been a minute since
We were a couple
And, walking and holding hands
Kisses and I love yous
Doing what lovers do
Baby
But baby that was then
Cause now we don't
Talk no more
You gotta a new man
And, it shouldn't bother me
But girl its driving me, crazy
And everybody says
Boy why don't you just leave it alone
But I don't think I can
[Chorus]
I sit up all night
Thinkin' bout ya
And know it ain't right, baby
But I don't
I don't think, don't think that I
That I can let go (Don't think I can let you know)
I'm holdin' on to hope
I know its a foolish thought
Think that someday she might come back
Wish on it all the time
Knowin' it may never happen
But see I'm not a fool
Cause no we don't
Talk no more
You gotta new man
But, I'm gonna keep it safe
I've got the patience
That some lack...
But everybody says
Boy why don't you just leave it alone
But I don't think I can
[Chorus]
I sit up all night
Thinkin' bout ya
And know it ain't right, baby
But I don't
I don't think, don't think that I
That I can let go (Don't think I can let you know)
[Interlude]
I don't think I can let you go
I can't let you go
No....
I don't think that I can let you go
Let go...
And everybody says...
And I don't think I can...
[Chorus (With Ad-Libs)]
I sit up all night
Thinkin' bout ya
And know it ain't right, baby
But I don't
I don't think, don't think that I
That I can let go (Don't think I can let you know)
mali eh..tsktsk..*sigh*
oh well, i miss you..ILY...still. damnit! =,c
P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You) - Rihanna
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Let Go-Ne-yo
I know its past tense
Its been a minute since
We were a couple
And, walking and holding hands
Kisses and I love yous
Doing what lovers do
Baby
But baby that was then
Cause now we don't
Talk no more
You gotta a new man
And, it shouldn't bother me
But girl its driving me, crazy
And everybody says
Boy why don't you just leave it alone
But I don't think I can
[Chorus]
I sit up all night
Thinkin' bout ya
And know it ain't right, baby
But I don't
I don't think, don't think that I
That I can let go (Don't think I can let you know)
I'm holdin' on to hope
I know its a foolish thought
Think that someday she might come back
Wish on it all the time
Knowin' it may never happen
But see I'm not a fool
Cause no we don't
Talk no more
You gotta new man
But, I'm gonna keep it safe
I've got the patience
That some lack...
But everybody says
Boy why don't you just leave it alone
But I don't think I can
[Chorus]
I sit up all night
Thinkin' bout ya
And know it ain't right, baby
But I don't
I don't think, don't think that I
That I can let go (Don't think I can let you know)
[Interlude]
I don't think I can let you go
I can't let you go
No....
I don't think that I can let you go
Let go...
And everybody says...
And I don't think I can...
[Chorus (With Ad-Libs)]
I sit up all night
Thinkin' bout ya
And know it ain't right, baby
But I don't
I don't think, don't think that I
That I can let go (Don't think I can let you know)
mali eh..tsktsk..*sigh*
oh well, i miss you..ILY...still. damnit! =,c
3LW
No More
(Kiely)I'm getting little tired of your broken promises,promises
Looking at your pager seeing different numbers,numbers
Call you on your cell you hanging with the fellas,the fellas
Hanging with my girls you always getting jealous and jealous
I was with you when you didn't have no dollas,no dollas
Hanging at the crib chilling with your mama,your mama
Never fronted you never brought the drama,the drama
Now you flip the script player please
Bridge:No I? not the one (say it again say it again oh)
No I? not the one (you do or you don?)
Chorus:You do or you don? don?
You will or you won? won?
No more no more (baby I?a do it right)
You can or you can? can't be a man be a man man
No more no more (baby I?a do it right)
(Adrienne)You Treat me like a lady when you open doors and doors
But then you wanna front when your with your boys your boys
How you gonna play me when I bought your clothes your clothes
The ones that you be wearing when you with your doe's ya doe's
You know you never thought I would have the nerve the nerve
Think about it more since you at the curb the curb
Blowing up my pager saying you want a chance a chance
Listen when I say it player please
(Adrienne)I just want to know
what happened to our love
we used to be best friends
where did it go wrong
When you gonna see how good it is with me
I? tired and I? through with all your 'Listen baby'
(Kiely)Boy you promised me Kate Spade but that was last year boy in the 8th grade
But you ain? biggie baby boy so no it ain? 1 more chance when your friends around you don?
want to hold my hand and
Now you see a girl stylin and whillin by the mix
Popping out the whips the whips the 5 or 6
Yes fly chrome so pardon my tone here go a quarter go call Tyrone
(you do or you don?)
No I? not the one say it again say it again oh
No I? not the one
(I? tired of hearing baby I?a do it right)
No I? not the one
(Never again never again no no no)
No I? not the one say it again say it again oh
(I? not the one)
No I? not the one Say it again sa-say it say it again
No I? not the one Say it again sa-say it say it again
No I? not the one
(I can do better all by myself)
No I? not the one
I? not the one the oneeeeeeee
~*~
I'm Gonna Make You Miss Me
[Intro]
Hey (yeah)
Ehh (what)
Hey, yeah yeah
C'mon (c'mon)
(Here we go)
Everyday I see you
With some girlfriend, yeah
You think I could care less
About it (care less about it)
I could keep it secret
Keep playing pretend, oh
But the way I feel you, I doubt it
No more waiting, hesitating
It's gauranteed
I'm gonna make you miss me
You're gonna wanna kiss me
I'm gonna make you miss me
All of the time
Boy you wanna get with me
You know you can't resist me
I'm gonna make you miss me
'Til you are mine
You're about to find out
I get what I want
Once I've made up my mind
(Made up my mind, oh)
Gonna let you see me
Turning it on
That'll make you open your eyes
Your eyes
You'll be pulling
You'll be pulling
Passionately, cuz
I'm gonna make you miss me
You're gonna wanna kiss me
I'm gonna make you miss me
All of the time
'Til you are mine
You've gotta know that something's up
I'll show you how I could love you
I'll turn it on (I'll turn it on)
Then I'll be gone (then I'll be gone)
But only 'til you come through
And feel the way that I do, oh
I'm gonna make you love me baby (yeah, yeah)
I wanna hear you call my name (say again, say again)
Not gonna stop until you say it (say it)
All of the... (time)
I'm gonna make you love me baby (what, what)
I wanna hear you call my name (Keelay)
Not gonna stop until you say it (uh)
All of the time
I'm gonna make you miss me
You're gonna wanna kiss me
I'm gonna make you miss me
All of the time
(Kiely)I'm getting little tired of your broken promises,promises
Looking at your pager seeing different numbers,numbers
Call you on your cell you hanging with the fellas,the fellas
Hanging with my girls you always getting jealous and jealous
I was with you when you didn't have no dollas,no dollas
Hanging at the crib chilling with your mama,your mama
Never fronted you never brought the drama,the drama
Now you flip the script player please
Bridge:No I? not the one (say it again say it again oh)
No I? not the one (you do or you don?)
Chorus:You do or you don? don?
You will or you won? won?
No more no more (baby I?a do it right)
You can or you can? can't be a man be a man man
No more no more (baby I?a do it right)
(Adrienne)You Treat me like a lady when you open doors and doors
But then you wanna front when your with your boys your boys
How you gonna play me when I bought your clothes your clothes
The ones that you be wearing when you with your doe's ya doe's
You know you never thought I would have the nerve the nerve
Think about it more since you at the curb the curb
Blowing up my pager saying you want a chance a chance
Listen when I say it player please
(Adrienne)I just want to know
what happened to our love
we used to be best friends
where did it go wrong
When you gonna see how good it is with me
I? tired and I? through with all your 'Listen baby'
(Kiely)Boy you promised me Kate Spade but that was last year boy in the 8th grade
But you ain? biggie baby boy so no it ain? 1 more chance when your friends around you don?
want to hold my hand and
Now you see a girl stylin and whillin by the mix
Popping out the whips the whips the 5 or 6
Yes fly chrome so pardon my tone here go a quarter go call Tyrone
(you do or you don?)
No I? not the one say it again say it again oh
No I? not the one
(I? tired of hearing baby I?a do it right)
No I? not the one
(Never again never again no no no)
No I? not the one say it again say it again oh
(I? not the one)
No I? not the one Say it again sa-say it say it again
No I? not the one Say it again sa-say it say it again
No I? not the one
(I can do better all by myself)
No I? not the one
I? not the one the oneeeeeeee
~*~
I'm Gonna Make You Miss Me
[Intro]
Hey (yeah)
Ehh (what)
Hey, yeah yeah
C'mon (c'mon)
(Here we go)
Everyday I see you
With some girlfriend, yeah
You think I could care less
About it (care less about it)
I could keep it secret
Keep playing pretend, oh
But the way I feel you, I doubt it
No more waiting, hesitating
It's gauranteed
I'm gonna make you miss me
You're gonna wanna kiss me
I'm gonna make you miss me
All of the time
Boy you wanna get with me
You know you can't resist me
I'm gonna make you miss me
'Til you are mine
You're about to find out
I get what I want
Once I've made up my mind
(Made up my mind, oh)
Gonna let you see me
Turning it on
That'll make you open your eyes
Your eyes
You'll be pulling
You'll be pulling
Passionately, cuz
I'm gonna make you miss me
You're gonna wanna kiss me
I'm gonna make you miss me
All of the time
'Til you are mine
You've gotta know that something's up
I'll show you how I could love you
I'll turn it on (I'll turn it on)
Then I'll be gone (then I'll be gone)
But only 'til you come through
And feel the way that I do, oh
I'm gonna make you love me baby (yeah, yeah)
I wanna hear you call my name (say again, say again)
Not gonna stop until you say it (say it)
All of the... (time)
I'm gonna make you love me baby (what, what)
I wanna hear you call my name (Keelay)
Not gonna stop until you say it (uh)
All of the time
I'm gonna make you miss me
You're gonna wanna kiss me
I'm gonna make you miss me
All of the time
If You Forget Me
by Pablo Neruda
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly you
forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
i love joey's blog. hehe. thanks love.. miss na kita. labas na tayo. hehe. =)
by Pablo Neruda
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly you
forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.
i love joey's blog. hehe. thanks love.. miss na kita. labas na tayo. hehe. =)
Sunday, October 15, 2006
bitter
there's so much bitterness and pain inside my heart right now...
yet, i choose to move on.
sigh...still waiting...
yet, i choose to move on.
sigh...still waiting...
wish ko lang
sana lang kung magcocomment kayo eh lagyan ng pangalan. i know it's you who wrote that and i'd appreciate it more if you wrote your name.
Anonymous said... I love you, goodbye...Wish I could be the one...The one who could give you love...The kind of love you really needWish I could say to you..That I'll always stay with youBut baby that's not me-You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to youPromise you forever, baby that's something I can't doAll I could say that I'll be all you needBut that would be a lieI know I'd only hurt youI know I'd only make you cryI'm not the one you're needingI love you, goodbye...I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for youI don't really wanna go..But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do....You'll find someone who could be that i'll never beWho'll give you something betterThan the love you'll find with meAll I could say that I'll be all you wantBut that would be a lieI know I'd only hurt youI know I'd only make you cryI'm not the one you're needingI love you, goodbyeLeaving someone that you loveIs the hardest thing to doWhen you love someone as much as I love youOh I don't wanna leave youBaby it tears me up insideBut I'll never be the one you're needingI love you, goodbyeBaby, its not gonna work outI love you, goodbye 5:55 PM
yeah, really??? sorry na, bitter parin eh..
it's gonna be a long, long time for me to be happy again. =,c
note to myself: move on camie..MOVE ON.
Anonymous said... I love you, goodbye...Wish I could be the one...The one who could give you love...The kind of love you really needWish I could say to you..That I'll always stay with youBut baby that's not me-You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to youPromise you forever, baby that's something I can't doAll I could say that I'll be all you needBut that would be a lieI know I'd only hurt youI know I'd only make you cryI'm not the one you're needingI love you, goodbye...I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for youI don't really wanna go..But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do....You'll find someone who could be that i'll never beWho'll give you something betterThan the love you'll find with meAll I could say that I'll be all you wantBut that would be a lieI know I'd only hurt youI know I'd only make you cryI'm not the one you're needingI love you, goodbyeLeaving someone that you loveIs the hardest thing to doWhen you love someone as much as I love youOh I don't wanna leave youBaby it tears me up insideBut I'll never be the one you're needingI love you, goodbyeBaby, its not gonna work outI love you, goodbye 5:55 PM
yeah, really??? sorry na, bitter parin eh..
it's gonna be a long, long time for me to be happy again. =,c
note to myself: move on camie..MOVE ON.
Take My Heart Back
It'll be alright
You said
Tommorrow
Don't you cry
Don't you shed a tear
When you wake up
I will still be here
When you wake up
We'll battle all your fears
And now I'll...
Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears
Just a little more time was all we needed
Just a little time for me to see
Oh,the light that life can give you
Oh,how we get such a free
So now I'll...
Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tear
You said
Tommorrow
Don't you cry
Don't you shed a tear
When you wake up
I will still be here
When you wake up
We'll battle all your fears
And now I'll...
Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears
Just a little more time was all we needed
Just a little time for me to see
Oh,the light that life can give you
Oh,how we get such a free
So now I'll...
Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tear
breaking free
i've decided to let go...=c
last friday, we (blockmates) had this sem-ender inuman session at Drew's katip. sergio was there...at first, i was so trying to pretend that i'm ok and stuff. yun yung napagusapan eh. pretend that we're not a couple anymore right? anyway, ang habang pagtitiis yun super..then finally, after having too much alcohol in my system already, i gave up. bumigay nako. super thanks kay kyla for saving me from my misery. she somehow enlightened me that time. thanks dear. :) that moment was too mucht hat i don't wanna make kwento it anymore. yun.
my barkada (vicka, melai & dang plus SJ--i love you so much guys!) witnessed those dramatic moments i had. so, after Drew's we went to Cantina para makapag-chill and maglabasan ng sama ng loob. i love my barkada. they always make me happy. =) after Cantina, we went to Cafe B-something (i forgot) to eat crepe's! well, they had crepe's while i had some tea becasue i was too drunk and wasted already. then finally, we went to dang's place para mag-sleepover. yun naman. super, big open-up session na etoh.
i just arrived home from dang's place. i stayed there ulit yesterday. nag-glorietta/greenbelt naman kami and esquinita-eastwood-then back to esquinita during the night. i love dang. sobrang bonding kami kahapon. it's like those sex and the city talks..haha. basta yun. i love you duday! tom ah? *mwah*
sa lahat ng taong pinagkatiwalaan ko nung friday, please? alam niyo na yun. super i trust you guys..
and to you, i know you read my letter na. i meant everything i wrote there. right now, i'm struggling with all of my emotions. i miss you, i still want you...i still want us. but i'm gonna be ok..i have to. what you asked from me, i gave it to you. i'll just wait for our time again...i'll wait for the time you're gonna come back. i know you are, but now isn't just the right time. God knows when and i'll just trust Him. everything's so hard for me right now that i just wanna break down and cry. but i'm so tired of crying coz it wouldn't give you back to me right? i know God gave me this challenge to learn from my mistakes. and i iknow i i could and will get through this coz He wouldn't give me something like this if He knows i couldn't handle it. Right?
Still hurting, still wanting...i so friggin' miss you already. =c even if you're gone, i'll still prove to you all the things i said before. though if i'm doing this without you, i'll keep on proving and showing to you that i've already changed. NO MATTER HOW LONG THIS WILL TAKE I WILL FUCKIN' WAIT.
and i hope it's worth it. =c
is it wrong if i say I still love you? coz i really, really do...*tear*
last friday, we (blockmates) had this sem-ender inuman session at Drew's katip. sergio was there...at first, i was so trying to pretend that i'm ok and stuff. yun yung napagusapan eh. pretend that we're not a couple anymore right? anyway, ang habang pagtitiis yun super..then finally, after having too much alcohol in my system already, i gave up. bumigay nako. super thanks kay kyla for saving me from my misery. she somehow enlightened me that time. thanks dear. :) that moment was too mucht hat i don't wanna make kwento it anymore. yun.
my barkada (vicka, melai & dang plus SJ--i love you so much guys!) witnessed those dramatic moments i had. so, after Drew's we went to Cantina para makapag-chill and maglabasan ng sama ng loob. i love my barkada. they always make me happy. =) after Cantina, we went to Cafe B-something (i forgot) to eat crepe's! well, they had crepe's while i had some tea becasue i was too drunk and wasted already. then finally, we went to dang's place para mag-sleepover. yun naman. super, big open-up session na etoh.
i just arrived home from dang's place. i stayed there ulit yesterday. nag-glorietta/greenbelt naman kami and esquinita-eastwood-then back to esquinita during the night. i love dang. sobrang bonding kami kahapon. it's like those sex and the city talks..haha. basta yun. i love you duday! tom ah? *mwah*
sa lahat ng taong pinagkatiwalaan ko nung friday, please? alam niyo na yun. super i trust you guys..
and to you, i know you read my letter na. i meant everything i wrote there. right now, i'm struggling with all of my emotions. i miss you, i still want you...i still want us. but i'm gonna be ok..i have to. what you asked from me, i gave it to you. i'll just wait for our time again...i'll wait for the time you're gonna come back. i know you are, but now isn't just the right time. God knows when and i'll just trust Him. everything's so hard for me right now that i just wanna break down and cry. but i'm so tired of crying coz it wouldn't give you back to me right? i know God gave me this challenge to learn from my mistakes. and i iknow i i could and will get through this coz He wouldn't give me something like this if He knows i couldn't handle it. Right?
Still hurting, still wanting...i so friggin' miss you already. =c even if you're gone, i'll still prove to you all the things i said before. though if i'm doing this without you, i'll keep on proving and showing to you that i've already changed. NO MATTER HOW LONG THIS WILL TAKE I WILL FUCKIN' WAIT.
and i hope it's worth it. =c
is it wrong if i say I still love you? coz i really, really do...*tear*
Friday, October 13, 2006
"sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same "
It Ain't Over 'til It's Over Lyrics-Lenny Kravitz
Here we are still together
We are one
So much time wasted
Playing games with love
So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby It ain't over 'til it's over
So many years we've tried
To keep our love alive
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over
How many times
Did we give up
But we always worked things out
And all my doubts and fears
Kept me wondering, yeah
If I'd always, always be in love
So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby It ain't over 'til it's over
So many years we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over
So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby It ain't over 'til it's over
ALL CRIED OUT- Allure (featuring 112) [edited. hehe]
Allure: All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling whoa
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you, don't you know my tears will burn the pillow?
Set this place on fire 'cause I'm tired of your lies
All I needed was a simple hello
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
I, I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
And you, you leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
112: Never wanted to see things your way
I had to go astray
Oh why was I such a fool, [baby], oh yeah
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home?
How could I be so wrong?
Allure: Leaving me all alone
112 &Allure: Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno?
Romance often fades
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected
112: I'm so sorry baby
Allure: Apology not accepted
Add me to the broken hearts you've collected
112 &Allure: I, I gave you all of me
How was I to know
That you would awaken so easily?
And I, I don't know what to do
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
I, I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
Allure: And you, you leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
112: Please forgive me
Please forgive me, [baby]
Here we are still together
We are one
So much time wasted
Playing games with love
So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby It ain't over 'til it's over
So many years we've tried
To keep our love alive
But baby it ain't over 'til it's over
How many times
Did we give up
But we always worked things out
And all my doubts and fears
Kept me wondering, yeah
If I'd always, always be in love
So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
But baby It ain't over 'til it's over
So many years we've tried
And kept our love alive
'Cause baby it ain't over 'til it's over
So many tears I've cried
So much pain inside
Baby It ain't over 'til it's over
ALL CRIED OUT- Allure (featuring 112) [edited. hehe]
Allure: All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling whoa
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you, don't you know my tears will burn the pillow?
Set this place on fire 'cause I'm tired of your lies
All I needed was a simple hello
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
I, I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
And you, you leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
112: Never wanted to see things your way
I had to go astray
Oh why was I such a fool, [baby], oh yeah
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home?
How could I be so wrong?
Allure: Leaving me all alone
112 &Allure: Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno?
Romance often fades
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected
112: I'm so sorry baby
Allure: Apology not accepted
Add me to the broken hearts you've collected
112 &Allure: I, I gave you all of me
How was I to know
That you would awaken so easily?
And I, I don't know what to do
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
I, I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure
My heart never knew such pain
Allure: And you, you leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
112: Please forgive me
Please forgive me, [baby]
confused
good morning sunshine, time to face a new day..
so what we've agreed upon, it would be put to a test later. our block's having this "sem-ender" inuman at Drew's. so magkikita nanaman kami. haay...i just hope i have the enough strength to control myself and wish that it will turn out fine. *prays*
mahirap pala yung ganito noh...you're gonna prove something but the other's very uncertain. so sad.. =c
sana kasi hindi matigas ulo ko eh. para hindi naging ganito. it's complicated na nga before..naging much more complicated na ngayon. haay...REGRETS..i hate.
oh well, let's see if this will work for me. for us. wish me luck..
* ILY. and i miss your love for me...super.. =c
i need a hug..super.. =c
so what we've agreed upon, it would be put to a test later. our block's having this "sem-ender" inuman at Drew's. so magkikita nanaman kami. haay...i just hope i have the enough strength to control myself and wish that it will turn out fine. *prays*
mahirap pala yung ganito noh...you're gonna prove something but the other's very uncertain. so sad.. =c
sana kasi hindi matigas ulo ko eh. para hindi naging ganito. it's complicated na nga before..naging much more complicated na ngayon. haay...REGRETS..i hate.
oh well, let's see if this will work for me. for us. wish me luck..
* ILY. and i miss your love for me...super.. =c
i need a hug..super.. =c
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Dilemma
First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUJA!!! i miss u hugga...loves! =)
ok, so today, i've decided to be (very) patient and have a lot of trust. =)
i'm not supposed to say it right now, basta ganun na yun..
now, all i need to do are TRUST him, and do whatever i can just to prove that i am so willing...
i'll waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttttttttttttttttt for as long as you want me to. and i'll just truuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuussssssssssssstttttttttttt that everything will turn out fine for us.
And I'll trust God that He would find time for us to get back together..well, officially. no matter how long it takes, i'll wait...
oh, and of course, i'll trust you. whatever you'll do after we talked, i'll trust you. yupyup.
so many questions in my mind right now....so many "what if's"...*sigh* pero ok lang. tiwala nalang. kakayanin...sasaya naman after eh...right???
life nga naman...haay...oh wel, game na toh. steady lang...sana.. =c
*♥♥♥...still and always... =)
ok, so today, i've decided to be (very) patient and have a lot of trust. =)
i'm not supposed to say it right now, basta ganun na yun..
now, all i need to do are TRUST him, and do whatever i can just to prove that i am so willing...
i'll waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttttttttttttttttt for as long as you want me to. and i'll just truuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuussssssssssssstttttttttttt that everything will turn out fine for us.
And I'll trust God that He would find time for us to get back together..well, officially. no matter how long it takes, i'll wait...
oh, and of course, i'll trust you. whatever you'll do after we talked, i'll trust you. yupyup.
so many questions in my mind right now....so many "what if's"...*sigh* pero ok lang. tiwala nalang. kakayanin...sasaya naman after eh...right???
life nga naman...haay...oh wel, game na toh. steady lang...sana.. =c
*♥♥♥...still and always... =)
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
love ko si vicka.. =)
vicx, the best ka. aylabyu pre! =)
vicka (10/11/2006 7:34:55 PM): eto sasabihin ko sayo
camie (10/11/2006 7:34:58 PM): i know, that's why i so wanna share this to you
camie (10/11/2006 7:35:03 PM): what?
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:10 PM): i personally don't think he's worth it anymore
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:21 PM): kasi palagi nalang ganyan e
camie (10/11/2006 7:35:31 PM): actually, i realized that kanina
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:34 PM): tas di niyo naman kailangan ng kontrata no
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:47 PM): kasi...inappropriate
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:56 PM): you're in a relationship. not a business.
camie (10/11/2006 7:36:09 PM): i know..siya lang naman may pakana niyan eh
camie (10/11/2006 7:36:17 PM): kasi daw i dont remember my promises
camie (10/11/2006 7:36:20 PM): tss
vicka (10/11/2006 7:36:32 PM): arguements come pero paulit ulit na na parang walang pinatutunguhan e
camie (10/11/2006 7:36:33 PM): now, i can't commit a mistake??? kahit maliit lang???
vicka (10/11/2006 7:36:40 PM): ayun nga sakto
camie (10/11/2006 7:37:11 PM): pero vicx, naiinis ako kasi super galit ako sakanya dahil sa pananakit niya pero why am i still longing for him???
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:25 PM): nasanay e..
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:27 PM): ganun ata talaga
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:37 PM): the longing stays there for a while
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:47 PM): attachment brings longing
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:56 PM): kamusta naman yung mga words of wisdom ko dyan hahaha
eto pa..
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:25 PM): oo. sabi nga ni st augustine, if he comes back, he's yours. if he doesn't, he never was
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:37 PM): end of the sem naman e
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:37 PM): heal during the sembreak
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:37 PM): kahit onti
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:45 PM): tas tapangan sa pasukan
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:49 PM): pero malay mo umayos
ayan naman..aylavyew veekuh mureeh! shet, natitibo nanaman ako sayo. hahaha!
*toot* sad mode again...haaay...please????
vicka (10/11/2006 7:34:55 PM): eto sasabihin ko sayo
camie (10/11/2006 7:34:58 PM): i know, that's why i so wanna share this to you
camie (10/11/2006 7:35:03 PM): what?
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:10 PM): i personally don't think he's worth it anymore
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:21 PM): kasi palagi nalang ganyan e
camie (10/11/2006 7:35:31 PM): actually, i realized that kanina
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:34 PM): tas di niyo naman kailangan ng kontrata no
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:47 PM): kasi...inappropriate
vicka (10/11/2006 7:35:56 PM): you're in a relationship. not a business.
camie (10/11/2006 7:36:09 PM): i know..siya lang naman may pakana niyan eh
camie (10/11/2006 7:36:17 PM): kasi daw i dont remember my promises
camie (10/11/2006 7:36:20 PM): tss
vicka (10/11/2006 7:36:32 PM): arguements come pero paulit ulit na na parang walang pinatutunguhan e
camie (10/11/2006 7:36:33 PM): now, i can't commit a mistake??? kahit maliit lang???
vicka (10/11/2006 7:36:40 PM): ayun nga sakto
camie (10/11/2006 7:37:11 PM): pero vicx, naiinis ako kasi super galit ako sakanya dahil sa pananakit niya pero why am i still longing for him???
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:25 PM): nasanay e..
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:27 PM): ganun ata talaga
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:37 PM): the longing stays there for a while
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:47 PM): attachment brings longing
vicka (10/11/2006 7:37:56 PM): kamusta naman yung mga words of wisdom ko dyan hahaha
eto pa..
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:25 PM): oo. sabi nga ni st augustine, if he comes back, he's yours. if he doesn't, he never was
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:37 PM): end of the sem naman e
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:37 PM): heal during the sembreak
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:37 PM): kahit onti
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:45 PM): tas tapangan sa pasukan
vicka (10/11/2006 7:49:49 PM): pero malay mo umayos
ayan naman..aylavyew veekuh mureeh! shet, natitibo nanaman ako sayo. hahaha!
*toot* sad mode again...haaay...please????
crazy
I hope you're reading this. because i just want to let you know that...
Crazy- KC and Jojo
[Intro]I'm goin', I'm goin' crazy baby
Ooh, I don't know what, what
I'm doin'
See, baby I apologize
For all the things
That I've done, that I've done
See I know that I've been a fool
For far too long
Baby you don't have to
Go and run away
Just come back to [mama]
Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me
Then why are you leavin' me?
I can't think
Think about this crazy day
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you, baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy
Just thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy
Just thinkin' about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
Thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy
When I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy
When I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy
When I can't see you again
Said I'm goin' crazy
Said I'm goin' crazy
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Said I'm goin' crazy
I finally realize
That you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think
And you're all I seem
To keep think, to keep thinkin' of, yeah
And now I know I need ya
Each and every day
I can't live without ya
So don't run away
Baby you said that you love me
So why are you leavin' me?
Why, why, why, why?
If I can't see you, I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you again
I would go
If I can't see you again, I'll go crazy
I will go crazy
oh, oh, I go crazy
I go crazy
I go crazy
Matter of fact, I'm goin' crazy
I go crazyI go crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
I'm goin' crazyI think I'm goin' crazy
I think I'm goin' crazy
I think I'm goin' crazy
Let's go crazy
...Hindi ko na kayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! *whew*
*please???
Crazy- KC and Jojo
[Intro]I'm goin', I'm goin' crazy baby
Ooh, I don't know what, what
I'm doin'
See, baby I apologize
For all the things
That I've done, that I've done
See I know that I've been a fool
For far too long
Baby you don't have to
Go and run away
Just come back to [mama]
Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me
Then why are you leavin' me?
I can't think
Think about this crazy day
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you, baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy
Just thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy
Just thinkin' about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
Thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy
When I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy
When I can't hold you
Crazy, crazy
When I can't see you again
Said I'm goin' crazy
Said I'm goin' crazy
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Said I'm goin' crazy
I finally realize
That you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think
And you're all I seem
To keep think, to keep thinkin' of, yeah
And now I know I need ya
Each and every day
I can't live without ya
So don't run away
Baby you said that you love me
So why are you leavin' me?
Why, why, why, why?
If I can't see you, I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you again
I would go
If I can't see you again, I'll go crazy
I will go crazy
oh, oh, I go crazy
I go crazy
I go crazy
Matter of fact, I'm goin' crazy
I go crazyI go crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
I'm goin' crazyI think I'm goin' crazy
I think I'm goin' crazy
I think I'm goin' crazy
Let's go crazy
...Hindi ko na kayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! *whew*
*please???
Good morning sunshine...time to face the day with tears in your eyes... =c
WHY????
Harder To Breathe-Maroon 5
How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why
I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground that I'm walking on
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to what I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold
WHY????
Harder To Breathe-Maroon 5
How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why
I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground that I'm walking on
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to what I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
it's time..
i finally gave up. after begging you for a very long time, i just give up. =c
i guess you're right..things aren't working for us anymore. i got too possesive with this relationship. i wanted it to work so much that my love weakened it. i ran out of trust. i guess all that i gave was too much..i'm sorry..
you hurt me. i'm so regretting alot of stuff..i'm out of words how to describe the pain i'm feeling right now..it's just too..PAINFUL. ayoko na...
moving on is such a hard and painful thing to do for me right now..but i know i'm gonna make it. God give me the strength..please?
i cancelled my friendster account na. it's too much for me already. bitter na sa bitter pero ayoko na..those memories will just kill me. =c
i dunno what to write anymore. i'm just too hurt and tired. gotta go..
* i loved you so much..i never loved any guy the way i loved you. i'm sorry it didn't work out for us..i'm really sorry... =c
Time- Neyo
How come you don't make time for me anymore
That's the last thing she said to you
And now when you call she don't answer anymore
Or the line is busy and you can't get through
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
To someone who takes the time
Her love wasn't a priority to you
You had other things on your mind
And now that it's much to little and so far too late
The busy signals all that's left behind
You're all alone
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
To someone who takes the time
Hey, no one knows what they have until they don't
And by then it doesn't matter anymore
You're all alone
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
And the time it would take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone (she'll be gone)
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
Hang up the phone...
i guess you're right..things aren't working for us anymore. i got too possesive with this relationship. i wanted it to work so much that my love weakened it. i ran out of trust. i guess all that i gave was too much..i'm sorry..
you hurt me. i'm so regretting alot of stuff..i'm out of words how to describe the pain i'm feeling right now..it's just too..PAINFUL. ayoko na...
moving on is such a hard and painful thing to do for me right now..but i know i'm gonna make it. God give me the strength..please?
i cancelled my friendster account na. it's too much for me already. bitter na sa bitter pero ayoko na..those memories will just kill me. =c
i dunno what to write anymore. i'm just too hurt and tired. gotta go..
* i loved you so much..i never loved any guy the way i loved you. i'm sorry it didn't work out for us..i'm really sorry... =c
Time- Neyo
How come you don't make time for me anymore
That's the last thing she said to you
And now when you call she don't answer anymore
Or the line is busy and you can't get through
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
To someone who takes the time
Her love wasn't a priority to you
You had other things on your mind
And now that it's much to little and so far too late
The busy signals all that's left behind
You're all alone
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
To someone who takes the time
Hey, no one knows what they have until they don't
And by then it doesn't matter anymore
You're all alone
In the time it would take you to learn from your mistakes
In the time it would take to dial the phone
And the time it would take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone (she'll be gone)
In the time it will take you to realize her greatness, she'll be gone, she's moved on
Hang up the phone...
Monday, October 09, 2006
it's complicated
i had a very interesting weekend...uh-huh. last sat, i went to sergio's place. i made kulit him nanaman about you know....and we had this super intimate (as in a serious one) talk. had this contract signing and am content of what i got again...i think.
i had so many realizations last saturday. everything just came into my mind. i was quiet coz i was thinking all of them...but i'm still insisting for this. even though there were more conditions. i accept and agree. coz I TRUST YOU. just pls. dont take that for granted. please...
yesterday, my dad and i went to our sunday worship. grabe, ang ganda nung service. as in SAPUL sakin. singing part palang, i was teary eyed na. tapos may sinabi yung pastor na super napaiyak ako. my dad didn't mind me. he knows yata why i was like that. anyway, i made a covenant with God yesterday. I'm gonna lift our relationship up to Him. He's the only one i could trust with our relationship. bahala na Siya kung anong gusto niyang mangyari satin...i'm just gonna follow Him. Oh, if you'e wondering why i still keep on insisting us, I asked something kay God. Basta, it's just between the two of us. I just want this relationship to last coz i promised i'm gonna love you til i can.
i just hope that everytime you say "I love you", you mean it. not just for the sake of it. i trust that you still do..I TRUST YOU.
haay..everything's so different. ang tigas kasi ng ulo ko eh! punyeta. basta, eto na toh. pag nagkamali pa, ayaw ko na rin. pagod nako eh. basta...*prays*
* I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! thanks baby...hugs. *mwah*
"...(baby I'm a fool)Am I stupid?
(baby I'm a fiend)Addicted to it
(baby I don't know)But your my get right when it's rong
(baby it's your smile)Makes me happy
(baby it's your touch)So relaxing
(whatever it is)Without it i just can't go on
And I want you to know that
I just can't help myself
I just can't help myself
I don't need nothin' else
All I need is you
Why don't you just
Stay with me
Why don't you just
Stay with me
Why don't you just
Stay with me
Why don't you
justStay with me..." ---Stay, Ne-yo
i had so many realizations last saturday. everything just came into my mind. i was quiet coz i was thinking all of them...but i'm still insisting for this. even though there were more conditions. i accept and agree. coz I TRUST YOU. just pls. dont take that for granted. please...
yesterday, my dad and i went to our sunday worship. grabe, ang ganda nung service. as in SAPUL sakin. singing part palang, i was teary eyed na. tapos may sinabi yung pastor na super napaiyak ako. my dad didn't mind me. he knows yata why i was like that. anyway, i made a covenant with God yesterday. I'm gonna lift our relationship up to Him. He's the only one i could trust with our relationship. bahala na Siya kung anong gusto niyang mangyari satin...i'm just gonna follow Him. Oh, if you'e wondering why i still keep on insisting us, I asked something kay God. Basta, it's just between the two of us. I just want this relationship to last coz i promised i'm gonna love you til i can.
i just hope that everytime you say "I love you", you mean it. not just for the sake of it. i trust that you still do..I TRUST YOU.
haay..everything's so different. ang tigas kasi ng ulo ko eh! punyeta. basta, eto na toh. pag nagkamali pa, ayaw ko na rin. pagod nako eh. basta...*prays*
* I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! thanks baby...hugs. *mwah*
"...(baby I'm a fool)Am I stupid?
(baby I'm a fiend)Addicted to it
(baby I don't know)But your my get right when it's rong
(baby it's your smile)Makes me happy
(baby it's your touch)So relaxing
(whatever it is)Without it i just can't go on
And I want you to know that
I just can't help myself
I just can't help myself
I don't need nothin' else
All I need is you
Why don't you just
Stay with me
Why don't you just
Stay with me
Why don't you just
Stay with me
Why don't you
justStay with me..." ---Stay, Ne-yo
Friday, October 06, 2006
SMILE
Though your heart is aching
Smile
Even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile
What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you just
Smile
Though your heart is aching
Smile
Even though it's breakin'
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
That's the time
You must keep on trying
Smile
What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you just smile.
Smile
Even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile
What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you just
Smile
Though your heart is aching
Smile
Even though it's breakin'
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
That's the time
You must keep on trying
Smile
What's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you just smile.
Cant We try?
I see your face cloud over like a little girls
And your eyes have lost their shine
You whisper something softly
I'm not meant to hear
Baby tell me what's on your mind
I don't' care what people say
About the two of us from different worlds
I love you so much that it hurts inside
Are you listening
Please listen to me girl
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try to understand
That it's love we're fighting for
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside
I hear you on the telephone
With god knows who
Spilling out your heart for free
Everyone needs someone they can talk to
Girl that someone should be me
So many times i've tried to tell you
You just turn away
My life is changing so fast now
Leaves me lonely and afraid
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try to understand
That it's love we're fighting for
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside
Don't let our love fade away
No matter what people say
I need you more and more each day
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
Love you so much baby
Tears me up inside
And your eyes have lost their shine
You whisper something softly
I'm not meant to hear
Baby tell me what's on your mind
I don't' care what people say
About the two of us from different worlds
I love you so much that it hurts inside
Are you listening
Please listen to me girl
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try to understand
That it's love we're fighting for
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside
I hear you on the telephone
With god knows who
Spilling out your heart for free
Everyone needs someone they can talk to
Girl that someone should be me
So many times i've tried to tell you
You just turn away
My life is changing so fast now
Leaves me lonely and afraid
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try to understand
That it's love we're fighting for
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside
Don't let our love fade away
No matter what people say
I need you more and more each day
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try just a little bit harder
Can't we give just a little bit more
Can't we try just a little more passion
Can't we try just a little less pride
Love you so much baby
Tears me up inside
tsk
Naiinis ako.
oh, i'm not gonna use my friendster anymore. wala lang. nakakawalang gana na kasi eh. i'm just getting frustrated with what i'm seeing there. haay. i'm just gonna check it if there are messages there. i'll know if i'm gonna check my email. so yun. bye-bye friendster..
oh, i'm not gonna use my friendster anymore. wala lang. nakakawalang gana na kasi eh. i'm just getting frustrated with what i'm seeing there. haay. i'm just gonna check it if there are messages there. i'll know if i'm gonna check my email. so yun. bye-bye friendster..
Thursday, October 05, 2006
exam day
i had my hk 93 finals exam kaninang 7am. fudge. i didn't follow the direction on the 3rd part of the exam. TRUE/FALSE modified but instead of corecting it, write the word that makes the statement wrong. so what i did is i corrected the statement. oh ha...galing. tsktsk! i hate myself! so now what???? haay...bahala na si Lord sa grade ko. HE knows naman all the efforts that i made sa subj na yun. sana kausapin niya si mam to give me a fair grade. 3 is fine..well, 2.75 is better. =) hehe.
i went home, studied for badminton (yes, we had a badminton WRITTEN exam. haha) then went to school early coz sergio asked me to (he's still sick. =c) then sinamahan si boyfriend, then went to class to take the exam, then sinamahan ulit si boyfriend na tulog sa bleachers, then went home. si boyfriend? pumasok sa swimming class niya coz may "pasmaton" (?) sila. sayang, i couldn't watch him coz i have to do something here sa bahay. rawr. edi sana, todo alaga ako sakanya right? haay...oh well.
i'm really worried about him. baka kasi mabinat siya and stuff. aww..sick baby..wawa naman,, =c basta, i promise to take care of you tom okie? *huuuuuug!*
i need to sleep. i lack sleep already. i could see dark circles around my eyes na. eek! tumatanda nako..nooooooooo!!!
*i love you so much! *mwah* ♥
i went home, studied for badminton (yes, we had a badminton WRITTEN exam. haha) then went to school early coz sergio asked me to (he's still sick. =c) then sinamahan si boyfriend, then went to class to take the exam, then sinamahan ulit si boyfriend na tulog sa bleachers, then went home. si boyfriend? pumasok sa swimming class niya coz may "pasmaton" (?) sila. sayang, i couldn't watch him coz i have to do something here sa bahay. rawr. edi sana, todo alaga ako sakanya right? haay...oh well.
i'm really worried about him. baka kasi mabinat siya and stuff. aww..sick baby..wawa naman,, =c basta, i promise to take care of you tom okie? *huuuuuug!*
i need to sleep. i lack sleep already. i could see dark circles around my eyes na. eek! tumatanda nako..nooooooooo!!!
*i love you so much! *mwah* ♥
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
9 months!!! ♥
yipee! 9 months already! uh-huh uh-huh! i'm just so happy!! =)
even though we worked the whole afternoon, i had fun with him. had lunch with him sa katipunan then seeing him get sick (again) and taking care of him...happy mehn..yehes. :)
oh, we had this HK 92 interclass compet. sobrang STRESS. haay..still, enjoy naman siya. masaya! :p
i love you baby! and what i have to say to you today, they're all in the letter. i know you read it already but still! hehe. looooooooooooooovvvvvveeeeee!!!! ♥♥♥
Finals sa first aid bukas. PUTANGINA. don't ask. ehk.
even though we worked the whole afternoon, i had fun with him. had lunch with him sa katipunan then seeing him get sick (again) and taking care of him...happy mehn..yehes. :)
oh, we had this HK 92 interclass compet. sobrang STRESS. haay..still, enjoy naman siya. masaya! :p
i love you baby! and what i have to say to you today, they're all in the letter. i know you read it already but still! hehe. looooooooooooooovvvvvveeeeee!!!! ♥♥♥
Finals sa first aid bukas. PUTANGINA. don't ask. ehk.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
what a day
yesterday, Ateneo lost. boooo! i hate it. i'm still devastated about it. pota, bitter...haaay...
bitter...sobra..
SO ANYWAY..
i had a rough morning kanina. i so hated myself for doing those things. I REALLY HATE MYSELF. i keep on messing it up. now im stuck with a deal that's so unfair for me. oh well, atleast i still got what i want. i think i deserve that deal. God, help me..coz i'm still trying to understand everything.
I'm happy that things are ok now for the both of us..but there's still sadness inside me. starting today, everything's gonna be different...i think. haay..
that's my life. i was about to give up na nga kanina. but there's something inside me that keeps on pushing me to still hang-on and never give up. Naaawa nako sa sarili ko pero i need, have and want to do this. LOVE pare. i'm having emotional conflicts inside me right now...i need help. i want to be different. i want to show him i've improved. I REALLY WANT TO CHANGE!
i'm so desperate...shit. i'm just gonna hope that what we've agreed upon will work fine for us.
all i need to do now is to hope and believe. i just wish i have the enough faith to do that.
sad..yet happy.. =S
i love you so much..
bitter...sobra..
SO ANYWAY..
i had a rough morning kanina. i so hated myself for doing those things. I REALLY HATE MYSELF. i keep on messing it up. now im stuck with a deal that's so unfair for me. oh well, atleast i still got what i want. i think i deserve that deal. God, help me..coz i'm still trying to understand everything.
I'm happy that things are ok now for the both of us..but there's still sadness inside me. starting today, everything's gonna be different...i think. haay..
that's my life. i was about to give up na nga kanina. but there's something inside me that keeps on pushing me to still hang-on and never give up. Naaawa nako sa sarili ko pero i need, have and want to do this. LOVE pare. i'm having emotional conflicts inside me right now...i need help. i want to be different. i want to show him i've improved. I REALLY WANT TO CHANGE!
i'm so desperate...shit. i'm just gonna hope that what we've agreed upon will work fine for us.
all i need to do now is to hope and believe. i just wish i have the enough faith to do that.
sad..yet happy.. =S
i love you so much..
Saturday, September 30, 2006
honooo....
ok. Juniors division. Ateneo won. (aymzowprowdovyew guyz!) yeah boi. =)
it's a sign baby! *prays*
ANIMO ATENEO! (oh yeah. feel like you're an ATENISTA. =p )
loves et. ;)
kahit sa TV nalang ako nanonood, feel ko parin. naka-ATENEO shirt ako ngayon mehn. f na f ko. sureee na... haha! =p
Seniors game na...it's time. =)
haha! GO ATENEO!!! ♥
it's a sign baby! *prays*
ANIMO ATENEO! (oh yeah. feel like you're an ATENISTA. =p )
loves et. ;)
kahit sa TV nalang ako nanonood, feel ko parin. naka-ATENEO shirt ako ngayon mehn. f na f ko. sureee na... haha! =p
Seniors game na...it's time. =)
haha! GO ATENEO!!! ♥
Friday, September 29, 2006
yey!
still, no classes..yeah boi. nacancel nanaman exam ko for today. wee! i loved the typhoon..it made my academic life..uhh..peaceful..? haha!
pero yesterday was a total disaster..no communications whatsoever..ang hirap mehn. labo ng signal ng sun, malabo rin ang globe--lag palagi. tapos yung phone namin, biglang dead. bad trip coz nung ako na yung gagamit, boglang nawala. amp..sa sobrang inis ko kahapon, i just slept. nakatulugan ko tuloy yung kaisa-isang katext ko nun...si sergio. hehe. sorry baby! *mwah*
i dunno if i'm gonna go out later..wala pang tubig samin..pota. kating-kati nako. but take note! HINDI AKO MABAHO. hahaha! =p
*bakit mo binaba yung phone kanina?? sinagot ko lang yung callwait eh..haay..oh well, i just hope na tumawag ka ulit coz i can't make any outgoing calls. BV. rawr. anyway, i love you! ♥
pero yesterday was a total disaster..no communications whatsoever..ang hirap mehn. labo ng signal ng sun, malabo rin ang globe--lag palagi. tapos yung phone namin, biglang dead. bad trip coz nung ako na yung gagamit, boglang nawala. amp..sa sobrang inis ko kahapon, i just slept. nakatulugan ko tuloy yung kaisa-isang katext ko nun...si sergio. hehe. sorry baby! *mwah*
i dunno if i'm gonna go out later..wala pang tubig samin..pota. kating-kati nako. but take note! HINDI AKO MABAHO. hahaha! =p
*bakit mo binaba yung phone kanina?? sinagot ko lang yung callwait eh..haay..oh well, i just hope na tumawag ka ulit coz i can't make any outgoing calls. BV. rawr. anyway, i love you! ♥
Thursday, September 28, 2006
stormy (and VERY windy) day
yey! no classes today! =) that means, cancelled yung lahat ng exams ko today! weee!!! haha! i was too lazy to study kasi yesterday...it was so cold and i wanted to sleep all night long! God answered my prayer...thanks Lord! =) sana tom din walang pasok para wala narin ako exam sa hk 109..haha! =)
the only problem is, it's gonna be super boring here sa house. yikes..kung hindi ba naman kasi malakas yung hangin eh siguro makakalabas pako. hahaha! even the storm couldn't stop me from going out..haha! =p
cancelled 2nd game ng Ateneo-Ust. aww..sa sat nalang daw. can't wait can't wait!! =)
i'm running out of things to write. gotta go. ♥
* i loooooooove you!!! hugs&kisses ♥♥♥
the only problem is, it's gonna be super boring here sa house. yikes..kung hindi ba naman kasi malakas yung hangin eh siguro makakalabas pako. hahaha! even the storm couldn't stop me from going out..haha! =p
cancelled 2nd game ng Ateneo-Ust. aww..sa sat nalang daw. can't wait can't wait!! =)
i'm running out of things to write. gotta go. ♥
* i loooooooove you!!! hugs&kisses ♥♥♥
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
dancing in september
F.U.N. =)
i got to UP at around 8am because we had this first aid thingy for the Judo Interclass competition. astig ng mga babae sa hk...ang lalakas eh! hehe. they always won compared to the boys..hay nako..mahiya naman kayo! haha! =p i dunno if hk got the most gold medals..SANA. =)
after that, Dancing in September naman. yeah. =)
i danced with my advance streetdance class. yeah boi, break dancin' ka buh?! haha! sergio watched..yipee!! too abd di na nakaabot si joey love..tagal kasi eh. aww...don't feel guilty love. ok lang tlaga. sorry na rin kung kelangan ko ng umalis kagad. i have so many exams tom kasi eh. next time, promise. =)
baby, thanks for watching! it is very much appreciated that you watched my performance. =) yey! love love ko baby ko! *mmmmmwaaaaaahhh* ♥♥♥
haay..buong araw na may exam bukas. rawr...time to study. pfft. =
i got to UP at around 8am because we had this first aid thingy for the Judo Interclass competition. astig ng mga babae sa hk...ang lalakas eh! hehe. they always won compared to the boys..hay nako..mahiya naman kayo! haha! =p i dunno if hk got the most gold medals..SANA. =)
after that, Dancing in September naman. yeah. =)
i danced with my advance streetdance class. yeah boi, break dancin' ka buh?! haha! sergio watched..yipee!! too abd di na nakaabot si joey love..tagal kasi eh. aww...don't feel guilty love. ok lang tlaga. sorry na rin kung kelangan ko ng umalis kagad. i have so many exams tom kasi eh. next time, promise. =)
baby, thanks for watching! it is very much appreciated that you watched my performance. =) yey! love love ko baby ko! *mmmmmwaaaaaahhh* ♥♥♥
haay..buong araw na may exam bukas. rawr...time to study. pfft. =
Monday, September 25, 2006
ONE BIG FIGHT!
haha! i just love saying that. =p
yesterday, i went to watch the UAAP finals game between ATeneo and UST with my love, joey! =)
the game was soooooooo exciting! intense is the word that could best describe it. =) sobrang astig ng ateneo kasi last 1 sec...nagkamiracle shot from kramer. yeah boi..we believe! haha! =)) it was so funny coz i was the only one who's wearing blue and cheering for ateneo in the "yellow crowd". oh ha, sinong makapal ang mukha at mayabang diyan?! hahaha! pero it was fun naman..i enjoyed watching alot with Joey. =) thanks love! *mwah*
oh, i got my tiger ears already..and the "book". hmm..interesting.. =p
Sergio's back from davao. yey! he got us (my family and i. hehe) pasalubongs (plural kasi marami. haha)! he got my mom a pearl bracelet, my dad some pastries and me? tantantan....a pearl necklace! it was so niiiiiiiiiceeee! loved it! he wore it nga sakin eh..and i was surprised to see that necklace. biro mo, he's not that type who gives material stuff (or any stuff at that matter. hehe) pero he gave me a necklace...awww....sweet. =) thanks so much baby! i REALLY loved it! =) oh, magiging akin din yung bracelet..hahaha! =p
super saya ko ngayon kahit na hindi ko nakuha kay sergio (ahem!) ang gusto ko...hahahaha! disappointed baby. tsktsk. =p
*i loooooooooooove you!!! and i'll always will! *mwah*
*** a very clumsy moment: kanina, in school sergio and i went to the ISSI bldg. to do something *ahem* and when we're going back to the gym na, while walking down the stairs i fell! super poised pa pagkahulog ko...tapos si sergio di ako sinalo. tsktsk..bad baby. di man lang ako sinave...*sigh* nice boyfriend. haha. so ngayon ang sakit ng hips ko pati ng neck ko (huh?!). oh well..funny talaga. wala lang. =p
yesterday, i went to watch the UAAP finals game between ATeneo and UST with my love, joey! =)
the game was soooooooo exciting! intense is the word that could best describe it. =) sobrang astig ng ateneo kasi last 1 sec...nagkamiracle shot from kramer. yeah boi..we believe! haha! =)) it was so funny coz i was the only one who's wearing blue and cheering for ateneo in the "yellow crowd". oh ha, sinong makapal ang mukha at mayabang diyan?! hahaha! pero it was fun naman..i enjoyed watching alot with Joey. =) thanks love! *mwah*
oh, i got my tiger ears already..and the "book". hmm..interesting.. =p
Sergio's back from davao. yey! he got us (my family and i. hehe) pasalubongs (plural kasi marami. haha)! he got my mom a pearl bracelet, my dad some pastries and me? tantantan....a pearl necklace! it was so niiiiiiiiiceeee! loved it! he wore it nga sakin eh..and i was surprised to see that necklace. biro mo, he's not that type who gives material stuff (or any stuff at that matter. hehe) pero he gave me a necklace...awww....sweet. =) thanks so much baby! i REALLY loved it! =) oh, magiging akin din yung bracelet..hahaha! =p
super saya ko ngayon kahit na hindi ko nakuha kay sergio (ahem!) ang gusto ko...hahahaha! disappointed baby. tsktsk. =p
*i loooooooooooove you!!! and i'll always will! *mwah*
*** a very clumsy moment: kanina, in school sergio and i went to the ISSI bldg. to do something *ahem* and when we're going back to the gym na, while walking down the stairs i fell! super poised pa pagkahulog ko...tapos si sergio di ako sinalo. tsktsk..bad baby. di man lang ako sinave...*sigh* nice boyfriend. haha. so ngayon ang sakit ng hips ko pati ng neck ko (huh?!). oh well..funny talaga. wala lang. =p
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