No more.

yeah, Sergio...NO MORE.

if freedom you ask, freedom you're gonna get from me. that's what you want, right? this is what you really, really want and i'm gonna give it all to you. we're both tired of pretending that we're still gonna work. good job, you convinced me that we're not anymore. and hearing the "truth" convinced me more...though it hurt more. but imma be alright. coz i'm tired of pretending that you're still happy with me. i deserve better than that.

you're not worth my tears anymore...everything's not worth it anymore. i've had ENOUGH.

i just wish that you'll be happier this way...if not, bahala ka na. i wont fall for it again..I WONT.

i hate to say this, but after i cried kanina, i realized, i dont love you anymore. nah, not true..but i'll just tell my heart that i dont love you anymore. i'll keep it from loving you. it has been through so much pain already..bumibigay na siya. tama na, ayoko na..

harsh? nah.. bitter? a little. it's still painful but i'll let it all out. i think i've cried it all out, thank you very much.

"Wag kang mangangambang
Baka wala ka nang ibang makita
Na lalake na magmahal sayo
At hinding hindi nya sasayangin ang pag-ibig mo..." -Halaga, Parokya ni Edgar

so true. i need a man who will never waste my love for him..a man who will love me the way he should love me. isang lalaki na alam ang tunay kong HALAGA.

so anyway...

i watched World Trade Center with joey awhile ago. the movie was so touching. nakakiyak pre. haha! i enjoyed it..medyo tumulo luha ko eh. buti di napansin ni joey. haha! thanks love! thanks for the pasalubong also =) i ♥ you love! =)

here's a song for you. this will be the last song i'll dedicate to you..

Much Has Been Said- Bamboo

Much has been said
Said you never leave
Why'd it have to be
Harder than it had to be
Don't you throw blame
You were part of this
Wasn't suppose to end
With us just walking away
So many times we tried
Holding on to the pain but in my baby's eyes I see my shame
Asking why you had to leave
Wasn't I strong enough to make you see
That the biggest part of this it's not about you or me
But just be wrong if we held on

So Maybe tomorrow we'll find
A taste for the old days hard lessons
We've left behind

This mirrors an open door I can barely stand to see myself I don't know what to do anymore
I'm crying out for help
Ohh lord
Much has been said
Will I never learn
Keeping my fingers crossed
Praying for my luck to turn
But I can't complain
I'm living it easy
Job's keeping me busy
Going Crazy
Can't describe the way it felt
When you left said your goodbyes
It just seems crazy for me to think
That I'll find love a second time
But we all know how it all wraps up in the end
Maybe tomorrow we'll find..
Ohh lord..
What am I leaving behind
Sweet how we see the big picture when you're life's not on the line
I know the way but do you see what I see
A tortured life always second guessing the bookie
Pot money on the table thought that was all I had to do
Never came home
Never said a word to you
No one ever said it was going to be easy

Easy start over again this time this time
Let's do it right
Start over again this time this time
Lets keep the fires burning

Nice to know you, Sergio. Goodbye..