long entry

i just came home from my cousin's place. i stayed there for a week...la lang. i was so darn bored here kasi sa bahay so i went there. i just don't like it here sa bahay. haha!

anyway, last saturday, JOey slept over here sa house. she arrived late due to the hard rain. i thought nga na di na siya tutloy kasi super lakas talaga nung rain. buti nalang pumunta parin siya. hehe. we watched Eternal Sunshine...and it was a good movie. something new for Jim Carey. i was so amazed by the movie..haha! tapos wala..puro kwentuhan na. i missed being with her. i missed talking to her too! i missed our usual hang-outs dito sa bahay...i so missed her! we were too busy kasi nung pasukan so we didnt have the chance for something like this. thank God na we're both free this summer and wala na talaga kaming magawa..haha!
*joey: thanks dude for coming here! i missed u so much! next time ulit ok? sorry i can't come tom..next time promise. =) *mwah* love u dearie!! =)

tapos, nung monday, my cousins invited me to watch x-Men 3 with them. well, i'm not into xmen stuff but i agreed narin. rare lang yung mga times na magyaya yung kuya ko eh! hehe. we watched xmen3 in gateway but before going there we stopped by at ateneo. so, musta naman ang pagiikot sa ateneo for like 45 mins? haha. when we passed by the HS building, i was so surprised..new faces sobra. so na-feel ko na tumatanda nako. damn. haha! we went back narin sa kuya namin and off we went to gateway. we were late for the 1:50pm show so we bought tickets for the 3pm show. tumambay muna kami sa timezone. then, after 30 mins of waiting, we went inside the cinema narin. the movie was ok..cool nung mga effects. tapos nung patapos na, alisa was telling us about this "super ending" at the end of the credits stuff. so we waited. ayan na..tapos to our surprise, *tadaaa!!* 5 seconds lang siya. yeah, some kind of a super ending huh? haha. we went na sa house nila after..

last wednesday, we went naman sa house ng ibang cousins namin. la lang..boredom. nangapitbahay lang kami ni alisa.. haha!

yesterday, our ate texted us and invited us for lunch at shangrila. alisa and i went there. we ate lunch and after eating, we looked around the mall to buy smething. at sa sobrang pag-iiokt, we didn't buy anything. haha. we went with our ate to her office somewhere at shaw. sobrang lamig...and boring. haha. we went tuloy sa red ribbon just to kill time..and eat cake. after an hour at red ribbon, we went back and waited for our ate. after that, we went to cubao to buy something for our cousin who had an accident. kuya francis had a motorcycle accident kasi and caused him an operation on his left arm. yikes! we bought Gonuts and we went narin afterwards sa St. Luke's hospital. afer an hour of pangungulit to our kuya and answering some stupid crossword puzzles, we went home narin.

today, we just stayed home. tapos it rained so hard pa kanina. complete with thunder and lightnings. shiyet..scary. my mom picked me up and we went home narin. God, i missed our house. i missed my room, my bed..my computer and my internet. hehe! oh, i missed our telephone too! la kasing dialtone yung phone dun eh..medyo nawindang naman ako kasi i can't communicate with sergio properly. haha. ;)

oh, may bagong puppy yung sila alisa. super cute. si Paris. terrier siya..cutie paris. i wish i have one...*ahem* hehe! =p

i just realized something..from now on, i'll update more often in this blog. la lang..i have an urge to erase my past blogs..de. wag nalang. bahala na mabulok yun. haha!

* to YOU: i miss you so damn much already..i can't wait too see you tom. yey! haha! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!! i'm so happy to have you baby..super. =) *mwahmwah*

he's going here kasi tom..la lang. ;) 5 months na kami sa sun..coolness! hehe! <3

oh wait..shoutout...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHA & COCO!!!!

i love you guys so much! miss you! *mwah*

just for fun

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 63% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs. In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

You Are 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

You're a Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with itAnd that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty wellYou usually don't make the first move when it comes to making outBut you've got plenty of intensity in return

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

later, my long lost bestfriend Joey's going here at my place. sleepoveeeeeer!!! haha! grabe, excited na me. hehe. super bonding kami mamaya! the last time i saw her was like february pa so i'm really, really excited na! medyo magdadamayan kami mamaya...haha! wee!!

la lang.. i just wanna share my excitement. =)

anyway..

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!! and I MISS YOU already kahit na magkasama lang tayo kahapon! argh! i'm getting too attached na sau..but i ain't complainin'! hehe. *loooooooovee!!* mwah!

i just so love my life right now. thanks thanks! =)

*vicx, melai, dang & issa: sobrang enjoy last thursday night! let's do some sleepover more often. hehe! camwhoraging is so, so fun! i love you guys! the best kayoooo!!! ruja & hayde, too bad wala kayo..de sana exposed narin mga mukha nyo sa camera. haha! kiddin'. i love you and i so miss u guys! *much love!* <3

trust vs love

"Love makes you psychotic. love makes us think of things that are very unsual...especially when we're hurt and heartbroken. Love makes us "hallucinate" which makes us crazy. Love makes us paranoid....to the point of killing or hurting ourselves. Freaky as it is...indeed love makes us psychotic." -from my previous blog. (http://cumeel.blogdrive.com)

honestly, love made me psychotic these days. and i never thought that i could hurt the one i love. i'm so sorry for that, baby.. =c

~*~

last night, we had our sleepover at melai's place. too bad we were only 5: camie, melai, vicka, issa & dang. aww.. =( we missed you ruja and hayde!! lalng. anyway, we ate dinner outside melai's house. i dunno the name of the place kasi eh. hehe. then, we went to Abbabu because dang was still hungry. takaw ni danggit! haha! after Abbabu, we went back to melai's place for some real action! haha!

first, we played poker. it was interesting but got a little boring coz vicka always wins. argh. after poker, we played pusoy dos. this time, si vicka naman laging talo. haha! =p after pusoy dos, we decided to do some camwhoring. two words: SUPER FUN. we played dress-up and took pictures of ourselves. we even wore melai's gowns and took some more pics. super! hehe. dapat walang tulugan, but i gave up. at 4:00am..i decided to take a "nap". pero sila, ang tigas! di parin tulog. but at 4:30am, we decided to go upstairs na and call it a night. gumive-up na ang mga tao. finally. haha. woke up at around 7:30am and went to UP na with vicka, issa and dang. =)

i met sergio at UP at around 10am. we drove my friends to AS and dropped them off there. then we drove somewhere in Bahay ng Alumni. we had a very serious talk. we talked about our relationship's current situation. i don't wanna ellaborate more on this. sorry. basta, it was a long talk and finally, gumive in na si sergio sakin. i felt relieved. muntikan na. buti nalang sobrang bait ng boyfriend ko at again, pinagbigyan ako. that's why i love him so much. he's very patient with me..thanks baby. =)

ok, i know i promised alot of things before sau but this time, eto na talaga. i promise not to be psychotic again, i promise to listen to you and give you a chance to say what you feel, i promise to show some initiative towards our relationship and i promise that i'll be the camie you knew and loved before you read my past blog and we had this talk. I PROMISE you that. =)

it's gonna be so hard to keep all of those promises but because i love you and you mean so much to me, i am GOING TO KEEP ALL OF THEM. swear. =)

i read my past blogs na, baby..i think i know what you mean na. i'm really sorry...=c

basta, i love you so much and i'm willing to do what you want me to do. PROMISE. =) and believe me when i say that you make me very, VERY happy. Loving you and being with you are my HAPPINESS right now..please, please don't take that away from me..

god..i missed you so much! i had so much fun kanina baby..thanks! <3>

* melai's sleepover pictures, check out: http://camiewamie.multiply.com

ok, due to circumstances and my carelessness, i decided to delete my previous entry. la lang..i just realized that marami ang ma-aapektuhan..di lang ako. and reading it all over again would do no good to me. it will just make me feel sad again. narealize ko lang. =)

anyway, atleast i feel a little better right now. thanks to a certain person. =)

and oh, baby, don't think na dinelete ko yung entry because of our conversation last night. na-realize ko lang na it's not good to let all your feelings and emotions out. medyo detailed na kasi yung naisulat ko eh. hehe. we're gonna get through this ok? let's help each other. always remember that i love you so much...ayt? i'm so happy that i have you in my life right now.. =)

anyway...
later will be a sleepover thing with my barkada at melai's place. how i've missed them! the last time we saw each other (as in lahat kami..well, almost.) was vicka's bday. and that was a month ago..aww..namiss ko kayo mga bruha! haha! and it's gonna be a really good night for me tonight..bonding nanaman ito! and you guys owe me alot of kwentos! haha! =)

shout-out: conrats to my bestfriend VICKA MARIE for passing UP! chang, you're one of us na! haha! i love you and i'm so proud of you! can't wait to be with you for the whole college life! yey! =)

true love

From:
sErGiO
Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("May 22, 2006 1:31 AM","timetag1");
Monday, May 22, 2006 4:31:00 PM
Subject:
Re: Maybe the worst pain of love are caused by REGRETS.....
Message:

CaMiE wrote:> why? are you regretting right now?

awww... don't mind my shout outs, baby.. =) im not regretting anything right now.. i have u ain't i??? and im very happy about that!!!! i love you so much.. =)

these things make me love him even more.. =) thanks for being the love of my life, baby! haha..cheesy. ;) i love you!!!

sweetness

From:
sErGiO
Date:
localDateTimewithTimezone("May 11, 2006 6:52 AM","timetag1");
Thursday, May 11, 2006 6:52:00 AM
Subject:
hi bAby,,,,, :)
Message:
just droP by to say hi... and to say um....I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVEYOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ILOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVEYOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ILOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVEYOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ILOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVEYOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU ILOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *whew* hehe :)mwah...

awww....kaya mahal na mahal ko yan eh! hehe.. <3

interesting day

i just came from katipunan with sergio and doy. they played dota while i surfed the net. on our way to jollibee, guess who i saw???! NORBIE! hehe. i was so shocked and happy to see him. he was walking with his friends/classmates. we said our hi's and nagkamustahan lang..long time sobra. i missed him...alot. he still looked the same..still "cute". hehe. aww, too bad that it was only a short and unexpected conversation. oh well, next time. we'll see each otehr again soon ok norbie? haha. as if he's gonna read this. =)

now i'm back here at UP in an internet place. i'm doing our handout for our report tom in socio 10. one word: HASSLE. haaay...sana lang our presentation will be as what we're expecting it to be...rawr.

anyway, i gotta do this na. i'm wasting money and time already. haha. ciao. =)

*i love you so much! mwah!!

ok, so ngayon lang ulit ako nakapag-update. my internet got whacked and for some reasons, ayaw akong palabasin ng parents ko. nice...

anyway...

last thursday was our (camie and sergio) 4th monthsary! yep, 4 months na kami. wow, tumagal kami. haha! after my 7am class, we met at the infirmary and we went to sm north na. we watched Silent Hill. yung game sa PS na ginawang movie ngayon...wala lang. FYI. hehe. it was...uhh, a bit scary but some scenes there were so gross! as in! go watch nalang. =) after the movie, we ate at Tokyo-Tokyo. after eating, we went here sa house. we just bummed around and had our ultimate "bonding" moments. haha! then after 2 hours (or something), he left na..aww... =p

i really enjoyed our day, baby! kahit na na-spoil yung plans ko for the day, it was hella of fun! i just love being with you! sana we'll have many, many more! yey! happy 4th and i love you so, so much!!! *mwah* =)

hmm...what else??? i think that's it. i just wanna share that happy day. haha. la lang. oh well, til next time. toodles. =S

a very long weekend

i had a very long weekend this week. last thursday night, we went to my cousin's place because their family went to baguio for the weekend. i was supposed to come with them but i had classes. pfft. =( anyway, we were there from thursday night upto today. i had fun staying at their huge house...with only the 3 of us there plus 2 maids..cool. hehe. =)

yesterday, my cousins (ian and krishia) and i went to Club Manila East at Taytay, Rizal. we were with their parents and the day was pretty fun. the place was so cool! so many pools plus a giant slide and a free boat ride. we tried the kayaking (tama ba?!) thing and it was so fun! we stayed there for almost 7 hours...with all theswimming and eating and stuff. i got dark...yep, darker. haha. but it was ok coz i got to wear a really cute bikini and it was flaunting...super. haha! i got home at around 12:30am and the people who came from baguio was already there also. this day was tiring but super fun. yey! =)

i wish someone's not that mad at me anymore...yep, i'm talking to you. i'm sorry na, ok? please don't get mad na... =( i love you...

oh well, pasukan nanaman tom. shitty. i wish i didn't enroll to my summer classes. i so wanna go to the beach already! argh!

ok, i just wrote a very long entry and it got erased. fcuk. haaay....now i'm too lazy to write it all over again. nice...just nice...*sigh*

anyway, fixed my blog already. it's so summer-yish. hehe. lovin' it. wee! :)

sorry my entry sucks. i just hate it coz everything that i wrote awhile ago disappeared. darn.

oh well, gotta go. byee! :)

* i love you so much!!! :) hugs and kisses! haha, baduuuuy. =p

*sigh*

too lazy to write anything. darn..

anyway, the past few weeks have been...uhm, let's just say weird, tiring, irritating and frustrating. haha. go figure. =p

i'm very, VERY sorry...that's all i can say. =c

and oh, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! =) go home na..i'm missing you so much already. wait, pasalubong ko ha? hehe. huuuuuggg!!! *mwah*

he's in baguio kasi eh. =p

F.U.N. =)

wednesday...

my mom and i went to our condo at ortigas to get the keys from my tito and fix the condo for the next day's activity with my blockmates. sergio tagged along with us. yey!ü so many things happened that i forgot most of them. haha. stupid. anyway, it was fun though...hanging out with my boyfriend at our condo. cool. my mom was even there. haha! :)

thursday...

we had our hk 100 meeting in the morning. we finalized most of the things we 're gonna do on the opening ceremonies on tues. after the meeting, my blockmates and i finally went to ortigas na. we took the bus and i was scared coz i wasnt that sure of what bus to take. thanks God, we arrived in ortigas safe. hehe. we ate lunch at galle then we went to our unit na. we stayed muna sa unit, natulog and "stuff". haha. then we decided to swim na when andrew arrived. sa swimming pool, it was so cold! it was drizzling kasi and the water was so damn freezing. well, sorta. hehe. we swam for around 30 mins lang coz most of us were shivering na. we went back to the unit and nag-food trip nalang. when 4 of my blockmates left, my mom treated andrew and sergio dinner sa galle. we ate at a japanese resto. had a little chat and after eating, we finally parted ways and went home. =)

to sj, danya, gica, julius and andrew: thanks a lot! hope you guys enjoyed naman...next time ulit! pag hindi na masyado malamig ang panahon. hehe! *mwah*

andrew: belated happy birthday nga pala! hope you liked my gift. =)

sergio: hey baby! thanks din! hope you enjoyed as well. i had so much fun! in all aspects! haha! next time ulit! =) *mwah* i love you very, very much!!! ü

ok, so later, we're going to my cousin's place. we're gonna have a little grad celebration there for my dear couz, marlo. long! graduate ka na! akalain mo yun! haha! see you in UP ok? goodluck sa try-outs mo! *mwah* i love you dearie!!! ü

haaay...too bad i wasn't able to go na to the hed kandi concert last night. i got sick and stuff. *sigh* TOO BAD...grr...

yesterday, was my dad's birthday. belated happy bday pop! yikes, you're close to 60 na! tanda mo na! haha! joke. i love u so much! hehe. =)

as if he's gonna read that. anyway... =)

sergio surprised me yesterday. he went here sa house at around 9am. super! di pa 'ko naliligo nun! so i had to hurry and he was like laughing coz i was really surprised to see him. 1st time na nakita niya ako na super sabog and naka-pantulog pa. haha! anyway, after taking a bath, we ordered pizza and just hanged-out at our garage. super cool! i missed him so much! too bad he can't stay that long...oh well, sa thursday baby! swimming! haha! i love you so, so much!!! *mwah*

now, i'm super bored here. yesterday, i watched 4 dvd's. today, i think i'm gonna watch 3 or 4 again? i dunno. i'm a super bum. and i'm getting fat too! argh.

ok, i gotta end this. for some strange reasons, i'm getting dizzy. rawr.

days

yesterday, i met up with vicka marie in UP . la lang...medyo lumakad-lakad lang kami. anyway, vicka marie! sorry kung sandali lang tayo nagkasama kahapon...medyo biglaan kasi yung sched ko. basta, next time! okie?! aylavyew babes...so much! *mwah*

haha...that was funny. moving on..

i dunno what to write here...hmm...*thinking* wala talaga. my mind's not working again.

*bum mode on*

definitely feeling the summer. i can't wait to go to the beach! rawr.

*i love you! thanks for uhm...kanina. hehe! mwahmwah! hugs! ;)

life stinks

*yawn*....i just woke up from my nap. my eyes hurt... =c

anyway...

kanina, we had this general meeting for my hk 100 class. it was about the upcoming 8th chancellor's cup on april 4-8. wala lang...we met our "coleagues"- the masteral class and the .1 and .2 electives classes. it was a short meeting though...but i had alot of work to do. i'm the head of the marketing com. kasi eh...so i handle all the money-related things. ooooh...feeling rich! haha! oh well. that's life. =)

sergio and i had lunch together...after what happened last night. sweet. his cousin tagged along with us. la lang..sharing.. =)

*random thought* sometimes, i just wish i was not super sensitive. la lang..sometimes, i just want to be NR about stuff so that everything that i say or do won't get me into trouble. because everything that i say, people just misinterpret them and i always have a hard time proving that they're wrong. sometimes, it's so sick already but i still can't manage to get people understand my real reasons or the truth. it's sad actually...and it hurts too because the people you trust can't seem to trust you as well. they'll say that they believe you but they show that they're not even believing you. they choose to believe other people who doesn't even know a shit about your real self. and what hurts most is that these people are the ones closest to your heart. i'm happy with my life naman...it's just these kinds of things make it more complicated. some people are just very challenging...they make things hard to deal with. but they say life is full of challenges right? who am i to complain????

randomisity. that's all. =)

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

tired

i just got home from school. gosh, i'm so tired. i had a little work out. hehe. =)

anyway, it was the last day of my CW 10 class. yey! no more boring class meetings and discussions. whoopee! haha! now, i just have to submit my requirements (paper works) and then i'm so done with cw10. wee!!! =) oh, i got a grade of 1.0 in my personal essay. la lang...sharing. =)

what else?

oh, yesterday, i auditioned for the summer scholarship program of STEPS dance studio. it was fun...we were so many and the dancing was so exciting. well, i felt nervous at first...knowing that there were plenty of good dancers, even a filipiniana member and everybody's so intimidating. hehe. but i did great.....i was full of energy and i really enjoyed the auditions. now, i just have to wait for their call if i'm accepted or not...and pray that it'll be a full scholarship. (pls, pls, pls!!!) hehe. =)

tom, i'm gonna watch my cousin try-out for the varsity football team of UP. 6am? interesting. hehe.

i gotta go...i'm really, really tired. gosh, i missed doing that baby...super. had fun. thanks! haha! ;) i love you so much!!! <3

weird

yesterday, something unexpected happened. =)

when i arrived home, i checked my friendster account and see if there's anything new. i saw that i have a new testimonial. i clicked it. when the page downloaded already, i was surprise to see who the testi was from. Bogs. yep...my ex. i read the testi and for some weird reasons, i approved it.

that's not the end of the story. here's more.

in his testi, he gave me his sun number. and for some bizarre reasons, i saved it and texted him. and to my surprise, he replied real fast. haha! then, after a few text messages, he called here sa house. it was a fun conversation. i missed talking to him. we talked about alot of things: life, school, love life, etc. i was surprised that he has a gf na. hehe. la lang. i was happy. atleast our friendship's back. that's all i'm after anyway. =)

i missed you, dude. i'm so glad that i finally got the chance to talk to you again. it was so nice being able to have a conversation with you. sa uulitin. =)

now i can say that i'm happy with my life now. everything's back to normal. yey! =)

still, I LOVE YOU sergio! pls don't doubt about it or something. it's YOU that i love now. and will always do. =) i <3 you baby! so much! =)

ahem

this week's been very busy...hectic pare. exams, practicals, preparations...haay...atleast, school's gonna end at the 21st. wee! haha! summer, here i come! can't wait to go to the beach! oh yeah! :)

anyway, i had my haircut last sunday. yep...and it's like SO SHORT! i never had this kind of haircut before...well, summer na. mainit. haha! new look! well, my classmates told me na i look good with my new haircut...that made me feel ok. cool! hehe. :)

sergio and i watched Final Destination 3 kanina sa sm north. well, the movie was cool. the scenes were freaky! well, for me. haha! because of that movie, i don't wanna ride a roller coaster again. (as if i ride roller caosters. haha!) yey!

i have to make an invitational letter for my hk 100 class. fcuk. i shouldn't be the one doing this! i'm not his secretary! i'm only the head of the finance committee and i'm wondering why i'm doing these letters. sheesh! siguraduhin lang ng prof ko na he's gonna give me a grade of flat 1...OR ELSE. hmf!

oh well, i'm gonna start the letter na. i'll update this maybe tomorrow or sometime! toodles! :)

* i love you!!! :)

2 months!!!ü

2 months!!! yey! hehe. =)

we celebrated our 2nd monthsary by going to EK! yep, Enchanted Kingdom....and only the two of us! waha! anyway, we met at LAndmark makati. he arrived at around 9:45am na. so from there, we drove na papuntang EK. when we arrived there, sobrang init! and that's like 10:30am palang ha? hehe. anyway, there were a few people palang. so we rode the rides na. we went sa Rialto, rollerskates thingy, bump cars, 4-d theater (which made me very scared and screamed alot. haha!), jungle log jam, rio grande....haay. the last ride got me so wet! as in WET. buong back part ng body ko is soaking wet. thanks to sergio. kasi naman, may part dun sa ride na parang may mini waterfall. eh sakanya tatama yun. alam mo kung anong ginawa? nung malapit na, tinanggal ang seatbelt, lumipat at ayun....sakin bumuhos ang malamig at maruming tubig. grr. haha! we were so wet that after the ride, we rushed to his car and changed clothes. after changing clothes, we left narin. dami na kasing tao eh, and it was SO hot.

while on the way, i thought na uuwi nako sa bahay ko. but no....we went to his house pa sa pasay. la lang. stop over sandali. hehe. we ate merienda and did some other stuff. haha. then i went home narin. actually, hinatid, err, SINAMAHAN niya ako sa mrt all the way to quezon ave station para makasakay sa may fx terminal dun. aww, how SWEET. =) then he went home coz they're gonna go pa sa bday ng lola niya. *whew*

i had so much fun with him kanina...pictures galore! haha! =)

oh, we forgot to get our picture sa log jam...oh well. we were not interested anyway. hahaha! =)

thanks baby for this day! i super had fun! i really enjoyed our EK and your house "escapades"...haha! i love you and happy monthsary again baby! much love! mwah! =)

i was supposed to have a haircut today pero di natuloy. oh well. bye! =) (labo)

dance dance baby!

yesterday, i watched the UP Pep COncert. hmm...what can i say about it? well, it was not that good as i expected it to be. some dances are quite boring...but they were great. i mean the dancers were Great. i saw my friends and i was like, "aww...they're so good. i should've been there..*sigh*..." hehe. la lang..they inspired me to join the club. haha.

anyway, it's a wednesday today and i'm so bored. well, my class is at 8am pa naman and i'm so lazy to move. haay...

i STILL feel weird. my gad, i hope this isn't...haaay...hoping...

anyway, i gotta go. i'll eat breakfast na. too bad..

bored

No classes today....great. now, i'm so bored here at home. its like 5 days of no classes already...pfft. it sucks.

what to do..what to do??? hmm...nothing. just stare at something and...yeah, stare at some things lang. haha! stig.

my eyes are still puffy. i still look like a racoon and an owl. and my boyfriend thinks its cute. yeah...sure. weirdo. haha! i look like a harrassed tomato too! yikes...my face is kinda distorted right now. shit, i'm getting ugly...noooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! hahaha! dream on. =p

anyway, still thinking of what to do. i really hate staying here sa bahay..wala talaga akong magawa. kain tulog lang. which is very bad right now coz i'm getting fat already..achk. great. i should go back to dancing. that's the only exercise i get. hehe.

oh well, i'm getting sleepy...i think i'll sleep muna. byee! :)

*i love you!!! *mwah*

new phone!! yey!

i have a new phone!!! :) it's a Samsung x-660 phone and its super cool! a cam and a flip phone...yey! what i've always wanted. hehe. :) i would like to say thanks! to my 2 cool and oh-so-lovable parents..you're the best! haha! i promise i'll be a good girl na. (weh. haha)

weee!!! la lang...i'm in a hyper-bouncy mode today! happyyyyyyyy!!! haha! ;)

anyway..

hmm...what else??? i think that's all i gotta say. i just wanna share my "happy moment" with you..haha!

oh yeah. darn. another anatomy exam tom. rawr. oh well, gotta bounce. have to study pa. *toodles*

** I love you baby! *kiss*

weee...!

ok, our country's in a "state of emergency" thingy...wala lang. scary...eek!

sergio just left...he went here and we just did some stuff. hehe. baby, pls. take care on your way home...i'm getting worried already... =( i love you! :)

anyway, i'm all alone here at my house...how sad. and boring. haha! shit, i'm gonna get fat! all i do here is eat, eat, EAT! wtf?! haaay...oh well, atleast i'm gonna have my new phone later..yey! :)

in all fairness, i'm really worried. what if he didn't get home safely, or worse, not even arrive home?? what if he got kidnapped or something?!?!?! aaaaaaaahhhhh!!! stop it camie, you're just making yourself paranoid...(yikes, i'm talking to myself. see...tsktsk.)

ANYWAY..

i really have nothing to say...i just remembered that i have to update this because i said something like that yesterday. but i forgot what i'm supposed to write just now...haha! sorry...

what's happening to our country?! it's getting weirder and scarier. so many disasters had already occured. tsktsk. i pity our country...so much for having those EDSA Revolution stuff. no use. we're back to ground zero. *sigh*

oh well, we just have to pray...real hard. haaay...

ok, i'm getting all nationalistic and stuff...i'm freaking myself out. haha! i gotta go. later! :)

haha! ok, sergio's with me right now and he's reading my blog!! yikes! haha! :)

I LOVE YOU SERGIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha, he's gonna read that. =p

got nothing to more else say...labo. later i'll update this. promise! hehe!

please, please stop reading my blog....tama na yan. hehe. I LOVE YOU!!! :)

realizations

thanks to my classmate, i just realized some things...and it's kinda sad because these might affect my current rel. fcuk. demnit. tss..

am i really over him? well, i know i am but there's something about what my classmate asked me that made me think if i'm really over him and if i've already moved on. well, having a new boyfriend right now is one proof that i've already moved on. nah...he's not a "rebound" or something, i really do love him! but the questions really bothered me...and i must admit, he has a point....a really BIG point.

haay....what happened kanina really bothered me. well, it affected me in a way na i was so not in the mood anymore kanina. i dunno...maybe i need to reconsider my feelings right now. i so hate doing that...it makes me too emotional and may cause something that i don't really like. haaay...

now, i'm struggling with my emotions...i so fcuking hate this feeling. everything's happening...again. the feelings, situations...they're all getting shitty. and i'm so afraid that i might lose another person...for like a month and 16 days...gad, i hope not. i REALLY hope not...

but hey, thanks for the "intimate" and "mind-buggling" conversation awhile ago, Andrew. though you kinda made me cry...haha! aylavyew! :)

to sergio: pls. don't doubt...i love you and i so mean it. i know that i'm over him and i chose to love you....kahit na sandali lang yung "moving-on stage" ko, you helped me and i didn't regret that. i NEVER did. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...just always remember that. :)

*di dapat masyadong magseryoso....

the heck with that statement?! crap.

ok...i just woke up from my almost 20-hours sleep...oh shit. ang tagal ng tulog ko! waha! wasted mehn...and my head's a little whacked today. rawr.

anyhoo, i had lots of fun last friday and sat. yipee! :)

last friday, we went to the UP Fair. well, i didn't go in actually, sa labas lang but it was fun. i was with my blockmates and sergio. actually, we were waiting for somee of our classmates to go out kasi nga yung aming bonding ay naghihintay na. then after an hour of waiting, they finally went out and off we go to katipunan. we went to SHADE BAR. wala lang. inuman. tapos nung medyo nagkakalasingan na, ayan na...hot seat! hehe! well, the night got a little interesting for the 2 of my classmates...haha! new lovebirds! yey! :) anyway, we went back to the fair and went na to the sleepover thing. it was so fun! i super enjoyed my night. yipee! :)

the next day, sergio and i went to UP. he had a basketball game kasi which turned out na default sila kasi kulang sila sa players. late kasi dumating eh. tsktsk. hehe. tapos, we went na to vinzon's kasi my comm 3 thing siya dun at imimeet ko naman si joey. finally, joey arrived. we ate lunch at LKB (lutong kapitbahay). wala lang...kwentuhan. then, after eating, we went to UP Theater because she had this play she's required to watch. i met her boylet! yey! haha! :) tapos yun...a little more kwentuhan then we said our goodbyes na. aww...

i missed you so much joey girl! hope to see u again soon! i'll text you if i'm going to ust ok? love u dearie... :)

then i went back to sergio na. hinatid na niya ako pauwi. he stayed here for awhile then left na rin. :)

now, he's in laguna. bday kasi ng kabarkada niya. i'm missing him right now...rawr. haha! :)

i love you so much! *mwah* :)

i gotta go. i have a lot of fixing to do. ciao!

yum!!

serge went here kanina after class...err...he didn't go to his 2:30pm class na pala. hehe! :) wala kasi akong class ng 1pm eh...so 11:00am i was freeeeee!! hehe :)

anyway, i had fun...lots and lots of fun! thanks baby! :) and i'm sorry if u didn't go na sa swimming class mo...we had fun naman diba? wahahaha! I LOVE YOU!!! :)

ok, tom, we're gonna have a "block bonding" sa bahay ng classmate ko sa bicutan....mehn, ang layo. but surprisingly, pinayagan ako! at! over-night pa...yey! hehe! can't wait...atlast natuloy din yung bonding naming block...tagal na naming pinagplplanuhan eh. hehe. :)

now, i gotta fix my stuff na. goodnight! *mwah* toodles.ü

hearts day

i forgot to blog yesterday. sorry..anyway, i just wanna greet you guys a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! (well, belated. haha) Hope u lovebirds had alot of fun yesterday...coz I DID. waha! ;)

ANYWAY, valentine's was fun yesterday. i celebrated it with sergio and alot of things happened. 1st, he surprised me by giving me roses and a box of 3 SWISS chocolates. asan yung surprise dun? well, long story. basta, hindi maipinta (uish) ang aking reaksyon nung natanggap ko ito. i was so happy and well, surprised! haha! it was so sweet of him to come up with a "scheme" like that...he watched me pa sa gymnastics class ko which made me mess up my stunts. haha! :)

after school, well, actually, we didn't go to our 1pm class (hehe), we went here sa house. wala lang...we ate lunch (take-out sa mcdo!) and "fooled" around. hehe...well, yeah...that's all we did here. he went home at around 6pm na..and i had SO much fun with him! (thanks baby!) :)

kanina, he went here again sa bahay. la lang...ate lunch (again) and did alot of talking and....EATING. haha! well, he just left actually. i had fun...i ALWAYS have fun when i'm with him. which makes it so NICE. haha! labo.. :)

ang sakit talaga ng katawan ko...good thing i had a body massage sa F Spa sa may katipunan. saraaaaaap... :)

anyway, i gotta go. i'm sleepy...i think i'm gonna hit the sack for awhile. hehe. :)

ay! punta kayo sa UP FAIR! this week, feb. 13-18 sa may UP Sunken Garden. astig nung mga concerts sa gabi! araw-araw. friends, if you're going, text nyo ko! nga pala, di nako makakasayaw sa sat...dun sa mga nasabihan ko. kasi mag-oout of town pala kami. darn. oh well, basta punta kayo! okie?! alaysha! :)

shopping!!!

i just came from Divisoria...grabe, heaven. shopping to the max! hehe.. :)

bought a new pair of chucks, a cute orange polo shirt, cool shades, 3 cd's and uhm....i forgot. hehe. oh! valentine's card for my SPECIAL someone...hehe. well, i still dunno what to give him for tues...well, atleast may card na. a very good start. wehe. :)

i'm so tired...as in TIRED. nothing can describe how tired i am right now...i was out from 7:30am -5:30pm...how cool can you get?! mehn...almost 12 hours...whew. non-stop walking, driving, eating (hehe) and shopping...astig talaga mag-divisoria. ang saya! haha! :)

shux...Valentine's na. wala pakong gift! bahala na...i'll ask him first what our plans for on tues...para makapag-isip nako ng "gimmick" ko...hehe.. ;)

anyway, i'm so tired and i can't think of anything to write here...well, yeah. sorry..hehe. :)

*toodles*

** I love YOU!!! <3

yikee....

hinatid ako ni serge dito sa bahay! stig...yey! haha la lang! :) he stayed for like mga 30 mins??? layo kasi ng bahay eh..hehe. :)

ay! very funny story: we went to katipunan kasi kanina kasi we had a very long break. wala kasing anatomy class. so pabalik na kami ng UP then suddenly, i felt this kind of "gush" and i got a lil' scared na. i have my period kasi and its my 2nd day...anyway, so yun. hinatid namin yung iba sa gym tapos hatid na nya ako sa CAL for my 1pm class. nagpark na...tapos when i stood up, taran! ayan, may tagos na. buti nlang at may paper akong nilagay under my butt kasi white yung seatcovers ng car niya. safe na...eh kaso, yung tagos ay medyo malaki at ansa gitna! so panic mode naman si camie...here's the sweet part: we went to AS para bumili ng susuotin kong underpants kasi nga sobrang laki ng tagos ko. we went sa tiangge sa may AS Walk...i saw a skirt. tapos binili niya. ayun. wala lang...na-sweetan lang ako. hehe! :) then i went to my cw10 class na. cute ng skirt...may pang-valentine's nako! haha! :)

and oh...he gave me this chick toy...he got it from his swimming class. cutie. may chick nakong alaga at ang pangalan niya ay ser-yow. hehe! wee! :)

wala lang...feel ko lang i-share ang mga nangyari today. oh well. gotta go. i'm gonna sleep muna...hintayin ko lang text niya na nakauwi na siya. medyo PAsay pa ang bahay eh..hehe. :)

*bounce*

1st month!

yesterday, serge and i celebrated our 1st month anniversary! it was one hella of a day! hehe. ;)

i met up with him at SM north edsa. but before going to our meeting place, i went to the grocery and bought Chips Ahoy! Chewy Cookies. aww...hehe. then, i went narin sa may pizza hut to meet him. when we saw each other na, he gave me a Tulip (take note: a TULIP!) and we kissed. aww...how sweet! tulips are my fave and he's the first guy who ever gave me that...shux, he loves me! haha! anyway, we went to Ooody's Express to have lunch. well, ako lang pala kasi may nanlibre daw sa kanila ng lunch eh di pa 'ko kumakain nun. anyway, while waiting for my order, i gave him the cookies na. he was so surprised kasi it's his fave! when i saw the smile on his face, i was so inlove! haha! anyway, he got happy...and i was happy narin. then i ate na rin.

after eating, went to the cinemas to check out what movie to watch. we spotted Underworld Evolution and decided to catch that movie. we bought tickets and went inside the movie house. we were seated at the premiere section and it was so cool! haha! anyway, the movie was full of bloody stuff na nanghina ako...hehe. but it was so cool and great! we were all cuddly and stuff inside the movie house. hehe! ;)

after the movie, we went walking around the mall and checked some of the stores. sale kasi eh...pero ang dami talagang tao na we decided to walk outside nalang. dun the The Garden. ayun. while walking, we talked...it was so romantic kahit na maliwanag pa yun. everything was just perfect that i was so enjoying my time with him. he enjoyed as well. :)

we rode the mrt up to quezon ave. station. i dunno why...anyway, at quezon ave. he walked me to the fx terminal nad we said our goodbyes na. he went back to the mrt and went home narin. :)

i had a blast yesterday, baby! thanks so much! i thank God that he finally gave us a chance to share our love with each other! uish. hehe. :) i love you sooooooo much baby!!! *mwah*

ok, ngayon, i think may appendicitis siya ngayon. umaangal na masakit ang tyan eh. hay nako...kung anu-ano kasi ang ginagawa eh. wait, i'm gonna text him nga muna to check if everything's still ok with him...

gotta bounce. byee!! :)

one of the boys

ok, i'm here at a gaming place somewhere in katipunan...CYber Arena. yeah. i'm the only girl here..all of my boy blockmates are playing...yeah, you're right, DOTA. damn DOTA. what's up with that game even?!?!?!

haha...bitter. even my bf's playing...and i can't even interrupt him. arg.

anyway, i or should i say, we just had our anatomy lab practicals...well, i can't say na madali siya or something...steady lang. :) hehe.. ;)

ok, i'm still bored here and what pisses me off is that i can't think of anythng to write. rawr. i want MCDO....MCDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! haha! :)

i gotta go...my mind's completely blank right now. baka kung ano pa masulat ko..hehe. ;)

toodles.

weeee!!!!

yesterday was fun. thanks baby! :)

i invited sergio to my cousin's bday party. my cousin's KIDDIE PARTY. haha. and yep, he agreed and went kahapon. so cool. he met my family (as in WHOLE fam) for the first time! and cute niya! all panicky and stuff...hehe. the usual "first time jitters" thing. cute. hehe! :)

we ate so many food yesterday...total pig out. that's why i love him so much...he's my pigging out partner. haha! *mwah*

i had so much fun with him yesterday...kahit na medyo kinilatis siya ng gma pinsan ko. i think he had fun as well. he was laughing the whole time and playing along with my cousins' jokes and "initiation rites". haha! so, so cool! :)

thanks baby! i love you so much!! *mwahmwah* yey! :)

oh yeah, because of so much food trippin' yesterday, i had a stomach ache almost the whole day! argh! yan tuloy, crackers and soup lang pagkain ko buong araw...rawr. :(

oh well, atleast i'm still alive. hehe! :)

ok, i gotta go. i have to "practice" my report pa in my hk100 subject. medyo mahaba-haba siya...3 chapters?! mehn...goodluck. nyark.

i love YOU!!! :)

toodles. =p

rawr

grabe...upto now naiinis parin ako. bakit? kasi ganito yun...

i was so happy kanina. syempre i was with him. tapos after my last class, which is CW 10, he called me up sa Sun ko tapos sabi niya magkita nalang kami sa Gym after his class. then i said OK! eh di yun....hintay, tambay, kain, makinig sa hinanakit ng kaibigan ko, lakad, kain ulit, balik sa gym, tambay sa may mga motorcycles, kwentuhan, blah...ang tagal niya. dumating yung isa kong blockmate na classmate niya sa Aquatics class niya. sabi susunod na daw...eh di yun. HINTAY. hintay....hintay...hintay...tapos, *ring* tumunog cell ko, tumatawag siya. i answered tapos sabi nasa AS parin siya. i said na ok, dun nalang siya uwi nalang ako. tapos sabi niya, hindi daw..puntahan niya daw ako. so sabi ko bahala siya. so yun. hintay ulit....tapos *ring* siya ulit, nasa jeep na daw siya. so ako, "ok". tapos hintay na naman....ang TAGAL. tapos biglang dumating. nawala ako sa mood. NAINIS. sobrang nainis na hindi ko siya pinansin. tinarayan tapos....basta ayun. nagyaya nako umuwi. hinatid niya 'ko. at first, medyo quiet..tapos salita ng konti tapos yun, nagsorry na siya. sorry...tapos ok na. pumara nako ng FX. tapos *mwah* bye na.

but i'm still irritated....and i don't know why. weird.

anyway, SORRY din. basta, alam mo na yung mga reasons kung bakit. SORRY talaga...

malabo? haha. deal with it. =p

yey! 1 lang class ko tom...BIO 1. 1pm pa siya...astig! hehe. :)

hmmm....

ayoko na. i'm just gonna shut up. so all will be FINE. oh yes.. ;)

still, I LOVE YOU.

.....

i just woke up...i got home na yesterday around 2am. i'm soooooo sleepy pa. ang bigat ng head ko..rawr.

anyway, yesterday was a very busy day. first, i went to La Vista for some choreo thing with my friend's pe class. i "helped" them with their jazz dance thingy for their school. :) medyo napahirapan ko yata sila eh...pero di sila nagrereklamo in all fairness..hehe. :) i enjoyed teaching them...it's like i'm handling a real PE class coz their like 30 something yesterday?? wow. ehe. :)

after that, i went straight to t.sora for my grandmom's bday party. it was so fun coz as usual, food trip! i wasn't able to eat lunch kasi kaya sobrang food galore when i got there! i didn't leave the buffet table nga eh...i was munching on some food every uhm....2 mins? nyaha. major pigout. :) anyway, finally, i got to watch harry potter 4 na. hahaha! loser ni camie. :) wala lang...kaya medyo late narin kami umuwi kagabi coz tinapos ko pa yung movie eh. hehe. :)

my body's still aching and ang dami kong mga pasa sa tuhod...rawr dansa. bugbog na katawan ko! plus i have a very big blister on my left foot. haaay...now, i can't walk propoerly coz super hapdi nya. yippee (sarcastic). haha.

atleast sunday is a rest day for me...and sobrang babawi ako ng tulog. i'm still sleepy. hehe. :)

i gotta go...gotta have my beauty sleep. ehe. :) *toodles*

i love you! *mwah*

yawch!

i have bruises all over my knees and legs....and even on my left hand, pinky side. rawr...i'm a battered dancer. nyaha.. :)

well, i thought the dance i wanted to dance before was so easy....looks can be deceiving i tell you. eek!

ok, just got home from dansa. i practiced and memorized the "through with you" dance...it was so...achk. i can't even describe it. anyway, my body's aching right now...the soles of my feet are swelling...oh shit, blisters..again. haay...life...

i had a great time with YOU kanina. lalo na yung sa vanguard bldg...haha! coolness. I LOVE YOU!!! *mwahmwah* ;)

anyway, i gotta go. have to study for my anatomy exam tom. good thing i only have 1 subj tom...after that, freeeeeeeee!!! nyaha. thanks ACLE. you saved me from my oh-so-boring CW 10 subj. nyaha! :)

*toodles*

this is SO......COOL. hehe...



yun lang. :)

feeling model

i just got home from my cousin's house. i watched Narnia there...finally. hehe. :)

anyway...

yesterday, me and my cousins (cybil and alisa) went to makati to do some VTR. wala lang...trip lang. well, one way to get "discovered". hehe. it was in Pasong Tamo and the agency's name is Essentia (?). there...we did alot of funny things there. my cousin cybil sang, i danced and alisa did some "acting". nafeel niya ang pagka-kontra bida niya. haha! after the VTR, we decided to go to g4. i called up serge to tell him where we were going and we decided to meet up there too. when we arrived at g4, we headed straight to mcdo to eat merienda. so yun lang ang ginawa namin sa g4, kumain sa mcdo. waha. de, kasi we have these coupons...sayang naman kung di nagamit dba? :) after eating, lumibot muna kami sa mall. checked out some shoes, clothes...etc. after that, we decided to go to greenbelt na. finally, serge arrived and we went to landmark, then went back to g4. wala lang...ikot-ikot lang. nakakapagod. hehe. then, i left my 2 cousins for awhile coz nagpapasama si sergio sa g2...puntahan lang sandali yung 2 bros and cuz niya. so we went there. after checking up on his bros and cuz, naglibot naman kami. i had fun coz it was the first time na nag-mall kami ni sergio. cool. :) i texted my cousins na then pinuntahan na namin sila. tapos, habang nasa foodcourt, we decided to eat dinner narin. so we went to tokyo-tokyo to eat dinner. siyempre, ako taya. so nagshare kami ng bayad ni serge....actually, mas madami yung share niya. hehe. :) tapos yun, kwentuhan while eating...laugh trip. sobrang saya. i enjoyed every single moment with sergio...yikee! haha. then, hinatid na niya kami sa may mrt..tapos bye na. hehe. :)

now, i'm writing my "personal essay" for my CW 10 class...wala akong masulat, nyeta. hehe..

oh well, gotta go. have alot of things to write pa. nyarks. goodnight! *mwah*

i love YOU!!! *mwah* can't wait to see and be with you tom. yey! ;)

crazy day

happy, HAPPY day! :)

i didn't go to my bio class...wala lang. tinamad lang. *wink* serge and i had our "date". haha! well, he didn't go to his comm 3 class as well. so ok na. waha. sama. tsktsk. :) anyway, we went sa Clay Cafe sa UP- ISSI. we had coffee...wow, napagkape niya ako. hehe. :) we talked...about our past love lives and stuff. well, intimate talk talaga siya. cute. :) hehe. then after having coffee, we went to his car and continued talking...saya. :) bonding time with my boyfriend..very sweet. :) ok, getting malabo already. (yuck, conyo.) haha!

hinatid ako ni sergio dito sa bahay....for the first time! haha! sobrang fun kasi....wala lang. fun lang siya. haha! labo na talaga...sorry, i'm sleepy kasi eh. my mind's kinda whacked right now...hehe. :)

i didn't go to dansa din. tinamad ako. hehe...sowee dansa people. next week, promise. :)

ok, i really gotta go. medyo nakapikit nako. so sleepy. eek. :) toodles.

i love YOU! thanks for our date kanina. had so much fun! *mwah* love u!! :)

lovely week

hmm...i'm so inspired to write an entry today. bakit kaya? waha. :)

anyway...

sunday- jan 8

went to kamias because it's my inaanak's bday. wala lang...sobrang food trip! daming food! yummy. hehe. :) it's a children's party pero dinner time siya...weird. ehe. :) oh, well, basta maraming food! ok na! haha! :) major pig out. oh yeah! :)

tuesday- jan 10
after class, serge and i had a "review" for our anatomy exam the next day. wala lang...sobrang astig!! :) had so much fun studying with him. very lovely. haha! basta, had a great time with him. yey!! :)

wednesday- jan 11
had our anatomy lab exam. ok naman siya kaso yung last part pa talaga yung nakakainis! yun yung di ko namemorize...lumabas pa! arg! atleast bawi sa bonus...hehe. :) serge came in late...so di kami magkatabi... aww...*sad* haha! de, bawi rin naman after class eh..we had lunch at shakey's katipunan. after eating, the four of us (me, sergio, danya & sj) decided to go to gateway. when we arrived there, we decided to go watch a movie. we watched SAINT ANGE. a horror (?) movie...well, it was kinda interesting at first...pero sobrang labo ng story. nasayang ang P120 namin. haha! oh well. so much for going to gateway. :) anyway, after the movie, we decided to go back to UP at tumambay lang dun. spent the rest of the afternoon with sergio. :) went home at around 6pm na. weee! saya. :)

kanina, i was really pissed off by what serge did nung anatomy class. he just left the class, without telling me where he and andrew will go. na-bad trip talaga ako the whole afternoon. but he called me nung malapit na yung 2:30pm class niya and said that he would go to the gym and explain everything to me. and he did go to the gym after his class. we talked...he explained what happened. i forgave. i smiled again. what a nice feeling. hehe :) went home at 5pm kasi may "meeting" pa daw sila. ok.. :)

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you!!!! :)

so, so nice. *wink*

lovely day

haaay...i'm SO happy today. why? wala lang. i was with him the whole day! weeee!!! :)

we were together during our breaks and after class. we went to katipunan at around 3pm and tumambay sa condo ng isang friend ng friend namin na si andrew. ok malabo. uhm...watched the 40 yr old virgin...we didn't finish the movie because we got so hungry. so we decided to go to mcdo. eh ang daming tao. so jollibee nalang. :)

after eating, we went to a gaming place somewhere in katip because he just dropped by to say hi to his "friends". ;) after that, we went back to UP and decided to go home. :)

ang hirap sumakay. so we went sa University Ave. para makasakay ng Jeep papuntang MRT sa Q.Ave. when we arrived there, he waited for me to get a ride. aww...how sweet. :) after 30 mins, i finally rode a jeep and he went to the mrt station na. :)

he was SO sweet kanina. and i'm SO kilig. haha! :) aww...i'm loving him more because of that. hehe. *winkwink* :)

anyway, i'm just so glad about the things that happened this day. sana ganito palagi! weee!! :)

LOVE

*ahem* i would like to share to the whole world that.....

THIS IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!! :)

thanks and i love you! :) yey!

new year

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! haha. :)

i just came from Quiapo...went "shopping". yippee. :p i bought alot of stuff...mostly gifts for my friends. uuuuy...yan na ang mga christmas gifts niyo. sorry kung late. hehe. :) anyway, i just bougt 2 things for myself...a cute and "stunning" gold bag with matching "indian style" slip-ons. how cool. hehe. and oh, i bought 3 cds...for P25. each. coolness. naaliw naman ako...hehe.

anyway, i'm so tired and sleepy...my feet are aching! at puno ng putik and tsinelas ko. amp...puti pa man din slippers ko kanina! grr. >:

well, i'm gonna hit the sack first...tama ba yun? hehe. basta, ma22log muna ako. :)

oh, i think we have classes na today...but i didn't go to school. pasaway major...haha! :)

toddles. *mwah*

ok, so many things happened for the past few days and i'm so sorry i haven't been updating this blog. well, here goes...

december 23, friday.

i went to eastwood with my 6 year old barkada. it was one hella of a night coz we're complete! yep...all 7 of us. yey! :) we ate dinner at Something Fishy. watched the fireworks there, which by the way, made our food almost covered with ashes. (thanks for the warning mr waiter guy. haha). after that, we decided to "chill" and have desserts at Jack's Loft. after eating alot of cheesecakes and one chocolate cake, we decided to have coffee at SBC. we also talked alot, made kwentos almost about everything that had happened in our lives. it felt so good being with these people. i missed them so much and i can't wait for another night out with them. love u so much guys! *mwah*

december 24, saturday.

went to my lola's (father side) place. it's a tradition we go there during Christmas Eve. well, one thing....FOOD TRIP! haha. so many food. very yummy. :) after merienda/dinner, we drove to my tita's new place to check out her new crib. so cute. very orange-y. haha. i LOVE it. :) anyway, got home at around 9:30pm. i was so sleepy when i arrived here but i couldn't sleep coz i had to prepare our Noche Buena. so as soon as i arrived here, i went to my room, fixed my hair, then hurried to the kitchen to start cooking. well, it turned out great...as always. haha. :) had a nice time with my family...christmas eve. :)

december 25, sunday.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! went to tandang sora, my cousin's place and had our Baleva Clan Christmas Party there. as always, there were alot of food, gifts and FUN! spent the whole day there. got home at around 1 am na...whew. ;)

december 26, monday.

went jogging sa UP with my dad. it was very early. we went to UP at around 6:30am. excited si pop. haha. well, i got tired...and very hungry. hurried back to our house because i was so damn tired and sleepy. slept almost the whole day and when i finally woke up, rushed to the bathroom to get a shower and drove off to my cousin's place at tandang sora coz we're going to Tiendesitas the next day. i slept there. :)

december 27, tuesday.

went to Tiendesitas to window shop. i was with my cousins. i wondow shopped...well, just bought i cute top, my gift for joey and for serge. there. haha. well, i wanted alot of stuff there, but i was so surprised that i didn't buy most of them. i just got a top for myself and 2 gifts for my dear ones. uish. well, i was sleepy narin so i wasn't in the mood to shop as in SHOP. haha. and oh, nainis ako coz ang daming aso. yeah, they were cute but i got irritated. dunno why. PMS? haha. whatever. =p

december 26-30. mon-friday.

slept over at my cousins. movie marathon (14 movies to be specific.ü), food trippin', tiramisu makin', videoke slammin' (huh?!), shoppin' with cousins and just total bonding with my beloved trio at tandang sora. aww...so perfect. :)

december 30, friday.

went to my tito's bday party. so many food, so many interesting people. one hella of a night. need i say more? haha. :)

well, just got home. it's 1am already. that means it's already new year's eve. oh how cool. haha!

goodnight people. love u loves! *mwah*

how to make a CAMIE...

How to make a camie

Ingredients: 3 parts jealousy 1 part arrogance 1 part joy

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little lustfulness if desired!

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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

back again

ok, after uhm...how many days was it? nevermind.

i'm back. :)

oh, oh, i have so many kwentos just for you! haha. yey. :)

last sunday...

i went to my inaanak's birthday party. it was a children's party...and it was very FUN. haha! i enjoyed the company of kids, with all the screaming and party-ing that we did...hahaha. so cool. :) and what made it cooler? Joey was there. aww...hehe. i missed her so much! actually, she was only supposed to give her Christmas gift to me but oh well, hinatak ko na rin para makiparty. hahaha! :) thanks dearie for coming...free food ka bruha! and oh, the pictures, paki-email nalang sakin. hehe...medyo inangkin ko lang naman ang cam phone ni Joey at gumawa ako ng sarili kong folder...hehe. if you try to delete that dear...magdudusa ka. haha! kidding. :) and yeah, thanks for the gift..though i already peeked at it. hehe. naughty girl. anyway, basta joey, thanks and next time, text mo ko para labas naman tayo, okie? love you dear! :)

last monday...

i went to 2 Christmas parties. actually, it was supposed to be 3 but on the 3rd one, i wasnt able to go because of some circumstances...hehe. sorry YFC peeps. next time PROMISE. :) anyway, there are two words to describe this day....PIG OUT. ha! sobrang i ate alot...oh, i just can't resist food! nakakainis! haha! though masarap talagang kumain...rawr. work-out todo na toh. hehe. :)anyway, during the morning, i went with my mom to her office's christmas party...so, that was a brunch + merienda affair. after that, i went na to Dansa. merienda + dinner naman yun...my gawd, food food food! hehe. and oh, i just gotta share this...during those exchange gift thingies, guess what i got???! sobrang cute and funny....siret? a small christmas tree. haha! wala lang...natuwa naman ako. :) and oh! napansin ko lang, God was giving me signs that time...why? coz all the "numbers" i picked for that exchange gift thingie was the number 9. hmm...eh favorite namin yan ni....*ahem*. you know..hehe. :) wala lang...i just noticed that and i was so amazed by it. kaya happy! haha...ok, malabo na..sorry.. ;)

yesterday...

i accompanied my mom to ortigas. we went to Galle to meet up with my tita. so many things happened that i forgot most of it. hehe. sorry. anyway, when my tita left already, we (mom and camie) decided to go window shopping. while entering (again) galle, i saw coco and cha! aww...i missed them so much! they were so big...mapapantayan na nila ako ng height! oh my...haha. anyway, i asked them if justin's with them, wala daw...aww.. :( hehe. anyway, after that, shopping na kami ni mom. i bought 2 tops...yung tipong 2 for 150. haha. i dont wanna buy so many stuff yesterday coz on friday, shopping galore kasi kami ulit eh...with my dad naman na. hehe. :)

so ngayon, i'm here sa house...magpapaka-bum nako. haha. kewlness. d:)

i'm missing you....is it a sign that i'm falling for you na? hmm...ah basta! i miss you... sana matapos na yung 2 weeks na break! i can't wait to see you again. haha! sabik. = p

i gotta bounce. breakfast pako eh. toodles. :)

yesterday...

so many things happened yesterday. let me enumerate...

1. OBLATION RUN

yep...it was the day most of us freshies awaited for so long. nung first day palang nung SY ay excited na ang mga tao diyan. haha. anyway, what happened? hmm...i dont wanna say the details because i got so disappointed. why? 2 things..but i still don't wanna tell it because i might get frustrated. (move on, camie...haha) ROSES? DAMN YOU. hahahaha! pero honestly, nadisappoint ako ng dahil dun....

2. SM NORTH WITH BLOCKMATES

after the Oblation Run, we went to SM North. wala lang...pampalipas oras lang. actually, we just ate lunch there and roamed around SM Annex. tapos yun, balik Peyups na. i was not in the mood to look around or something coz diba nga, disappointed ako? frustrated is the more right term. haha. bitter parin...hmf.

when we were on our way back to UP, i texted him. siyempre, nagdrama ako ng konti diba...para cute. pero ang mas cute diyan ay....*tantantan* di siya nagreply. cute...ang cute mo talaga sobra. bwiset. hmf.

bitter parin...

3. LANTERN PARADE

thankfully, this event was FUN. i was with my blockmates again tapos, wala....nagwala na kami. hahaha! we ate alot of shawarma and pizza (yum!), bought our gifts to each other (sweet noh? haha) and did alot of walking. napagod ako in fairness. but it was all worth it. :) we watched the parade of the College of Fine Arts. amp...GANDA sobra. astig...basta, if you were there, you know what i mean. if not...hehe..sorry. tinatamad akong magsulat ng mahaba ngayon eh.. ;) anyway, he called when we were walking to look for some gifts...wla lang. 7 mins and 50 secs of talking to him, ranting about the rose that i was supposed to get and just hearing his sweet (uish) voice, made my night extra special. kahit di ko siya nakasama sa parade and sa fireworks thing afterwards eh ok na pala sakin yun...atleast he still managed to call diba? hanggang diyan muna...wala pa namang aminan eh. haha! :)

went home na at around 8:30pm. arrived here at around 9:15? wala lang. i was so tired but so happy. i felt alot of excitement, pressure, disappointment and frustration in just one day! but his call made those feelings wash away....aww...but still, ROSES KO. hmf. bwiset. hmf.

good thing i learned some things from my experience last night.

NEVER, EVER EXPECT...let it all happen.

and

i super valued the word WAITING.

yay. now, my neck's hurting again. rawr.

tralalala

uy, Oblation Run na bukas....yehes...excited na yan. haha. o ako lang?! uish. :)

anyway...

went to school na. had only 1 subject which is human anatomy. siyempre, 2 hours of bulukan there. haha. pero cool kasi buhay ang mga tao...which is kinda weird...hmm...labo. ehe. ;)

i need to be early tom...baka maubusan ako ng "spot" eh. hahahaha!!! game! :)

oh yeah, punta kayo UP tom. besides the Oblation Run, LAntern Parade din. 4pm yta yung parade...nood kayo. nice (daw) yun. :)

hmm...i wonder what his thingy looks like.....hahahahahaha!

ok, i'm gonna shut up na. :D

a painful week...

for the past week, i've been through pain and suffering....haha. ang drama. ;)

de...nagka-flu (?) ako at may kasama pang pamamaga ng left side ng neck ko.

san ka pa?! hindi pa pagpapahirap yun?! argh.

i dunno where i got this...siguro kinulam ako?! ay amp...maawa ka naman...para akong may goiter and mumps all in one. and i look so awful na parang mamamatay nako. exagge na kung exagge, but i'm telling you....i look DIFFERENT. waha. :p

anyway...

i didn't go to school today because of my neck problem. and 1 lang naman class ko ngayon which is from 7-8:30am. gymnastics pa yun so wala talaga akong pag-asang makapasok. ehe. :) so yun...i'm here lang sa house...burning CD's! yey! hehe...gawa na ulit ang burner namin...alam nyo na ang gift ko sa inyo sa pasko! hahahaha! :P

uish...malapit na mag-Thursday. and i'm soooooooooo excited! why? Oblation Run na mga people...and i know someone who's gonna run there. hehe. i wanna see his....uhm...body?! yeah right. haha! ssssh! :) and oh, Lantern Parade din pala. watch kayo! para COOL. hehe. :)

fcuk. my neck stings! i can't even turn my head to the left side (even the right side) because its so swollen. rawr...sana matanggal na 'to by thursday....PLEASE Lord... :(

anyway, i gotta end this. my mom's nagging at me na. hehe. ciao! :)

sweet songs galore

FALLIN'

Ooh yeah
Yeah yeah

A little conversations had turned in into little sweet sensations
And they're only getting sweeter every time
Our friendly get-togethers had turned in into visions of forever
If I just believe this foolish heart of mine

REFRAIN
I can't pretend that I'm just a friend
'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be

CHORUS
I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
And I don't, I don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
But I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Whenever were together, I'm wishin' that goodbyes would turn to never
'Cause with you is where I always wanna be
Whenever right beside you, all I really wanna do is hold you
No one else but you has meant this much to me

REFRAIN
I can't pretend (no) that I'm just a friend (I'm just a friend)
'Cause I'm thinking maybe we were meant to be

CHORUS
I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (I)
And I don't, I don't know what to do (yeah, yeah)
I'm afraid you'll turn away (I'm afraid you'll turn away)
But I'll say it anyway (anyway)

I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you (I think I'm fallin')
And I don't, I don't know what to do (and I don't know what to do)
I'm afraid you'll turn away (I'm afraid you'll turn away)
But I'll say it anyway (anyway)
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

CODA
I'm fallin', I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin', fallin' for you
And I don't know what to do, yeah yeah
Fall, I'm fallin' for you

wouldn't it be nice?

Wouldn't It Be Nice
by Beach Boys

(Brian Wilson/Tony Asher)
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby

week of happiness

a week of happiness...oh yes. :)

everyday gets more interesting...hmm...i'm getting excited. hehe. :)

anyway, my friend gica called me last night. it was a very interesting talk actually...she told me some stuff about HIM. actually, more on a warning thing...i listened. i tried to understand. yet what can i do if i'm falling for him already? anyway, i told her that i'll try to observe HIM and his actions...well, we're friends and she's concerned with my feelings daw and she doesn't want me to get hurt. aww...that's sweet dear. thanks. :)

i thought yesterday was the "day"...but i guess not. hehe. oh well...one day next week daw...hmm...siyempre, nagfifish si camie. haha. :)

i hope he's SERIOUS about this...i hope he's serious about ME. coz i won't let any guy make me cry again...ever. :p

oh yeah, i have a fever...again. caught a flu yesterday and i'm stuck with a very high fever right now...but his text msgs made me feel a lil better. thanks, doc! haha. :) and i'm going to my little cousin's birthday...a children's party actually. coolness.. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EISABELLE!!! ate mimow loves you oh-so-much!! :)

see you in your dreams? well, i saw you in mine last night... ;)

inlove?

inlove??? i think so...haaay...

i dunno. before it was just a "big crush" thing...but now, oh my....i think i'm falling for him. i know, i know, it's too soon but i really dont know why i'm feeling like this. well, it's been almost 1 and a half month since me and bogs broke up...don't i deserve someone new? he's so sweet...to the point that everything he does is magical for me. he's very gentleman and his sense of humor adds a little spice to it. i LOVE being with him...i really do! i enjoy his company and i always have fun when talking to him on the phone. i dont even mind spending some of my credits just to text or reply to him. i miss being like this...can't i give it another shot?

he also told me that he's enjoying my company...and with all the emphasis you can think of. haha. :) it's very evident with his actions and the way he speaks and texts me..hmm...

i dunno..a friend told me that he likes me as well but he's "hesitant" or something. why? isn't it obvious that i also like you? i'm kinda giving you hints already and i told u that the feeling is mutual, that i enjoy being with you. :)

wow...i super miss this kind of thing. and all i can think of is him. its so nice to see myself looking forward to another day because i get to see and be with him. his presence just makes my day somehow complete. :)

oh no...i hope he doesnt read this. hehehe. ;)

oh well, another day to look forward to...tomorrow. 2 hours of class with him and the rest of the day to just hang-out with him. yey. :)

nice...very nice. :)

bored

ok...i'm here at an internet caf right now. kakatapos lang ng class ko. im freeeee!! haha. oh well. :)

so many things happened for the past weeks...and i'm too lazy to write them now...wala lang. nakakatamad lang. hehe. ;)

oh well, my internet's, well, okay but our phone is kinda whacked. how cool can that get?! argh.

fine, til next time...and i hope it will be very soon. promise i will write everything...okay? haha..interesado na yan. uish. :)

wouldn't it be nice if we live together??? yikee.. :)